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Friday, September 04, 2009 // 10:38 PM
getting sick of all these goodbyes.


just got back from my third farewell dinner in less than a month. tonight's was ariani's. one of my closest high school friend. she's leaving for seattle tomorrow.
i had fun. i mean, serious fun. i don't think i ever laughed so hard in the past few days. i mean it. all the stupidities and loudness was the best i've had in days. i assure you the waiters and waitresses are probably sick of hearing us laugh from the moment the restaurant was fully booked until it's very empty. they'd probably want to kick us out, deep down inside.

you see, i seldom cry during farewells. instead of having a gloomy moment, i usually make the best of my last night with my friends by having serious, crazy fun.
but then it'd hit me once i'm on my way home and on my own. i'd get this empty, sinking feeling inside of me and asphyxiation. i really can't think of having equally great fun without them around. i couldn't bear to think that i probably won't see ariani for another two years.

as much as i wanted to cry, i usually couldn't. it's like there's something stuck in me that i wanted to let out, but i can't. i'm not quite sure why, though.
but just now i did. it's not like i sobbed, but i cried coz as i wrote this various images of the times we've spent with each other since we first met, all the highs and lows played like a movie.

i feel really crappy now. i hate goodbyes and i'm so sick of it lately. i really don't want to have another one soon. :((

nevertheless, i'm really happy for them and wish them the best of luck out there. i know they'll rock it abroad and do great out there.

i love yoooouu :)

we're all gonna miss you, ariani :)

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Sunday, June 07, 2009 // 10:08 PM
team building prototype camp 2009 ~

too tired to fill in details. will just put up funny quotes and lists of why it was so much fun (and tiring):

1. naek kereta ke bogor. hayooo, ga pernah kaaan? iya gw jg, baru kemaren pertama kali ehehe.

2. men-charter angkot dari stasiun bogor ke tapos. hayoooo, ga pernah juga kaaan? iya sama gw jg ga pernah yg namanya nge-charter angkot. baru tau kemaren klo itu kendaraan bisa di charter. canggih jg haha.

3. nawar biaya charter-an angkot ditengah kekalutan stasiun bogor. ga pernah jg kaaan? hahaha.

4. naek angkot diisi dengan manusia2 berjumlah 13 yg kalo ngomong volumenya ga bisa dikecilin dikit dengan topik obrolan yang ga mutu pula. i.e. gempar gempor kasus manohara, paris hilton and the likes.

5. selama hampir dua jam menahan kentut di angkot, ternyata kita salah jalan dan ujung2nya masih berada di tengah2 kota bogor.

6. Di dalam angkot yg sumpek ga karuan, dengan perut lapar dan nyasar 'dikit' selama berjam-jam
rene: (baca papan nama toko) toko jam jakarta... ngarang banget sih lo.
all: *roflmao*

7. Masih di dalam angkot. Membicarakan kasus manohara.
stevi: iya bla bla bla ... datuk kadar syah
tidak lama kemudian
nandra: OMAIGAT YA AMPUN GW KIRA LO BILANG TADI DATUK KARDASHIAN!
rena: AHAHHA IYA GW JG!!
nandra: PANTES GW BINGUNG SEJAK KAPAN KARDASHIAN TERLIBAT KASUS MANOHARA
all: *lmao*

8. selama di dalam angkot nan aduhai itu, dengan perut yg keroncongan dan di kocok2 (akibat turbulance dalam angkot) ke-13 manusia di dalamnya sampai2 nyium bau knalpot bus pun dikira bau ayam KFC.

9. diteriakin "BERISIK!!!" dari pengendara sekitar. sumpah yang ini gw ga pernah ngalamin. hahaha. ini berarti keberisikan kita udh ngalahin klakson2 mobil dan angkutan lain yg jg terjebak kemacetan. haha gara2 kita jadi tambah senewen kali ye??

10. merasa betapa indahnya udara segar dan bulan di langit setelah berjam-jam perjalanan dengan angkot tercinta tsb.

11. the blessings in disguise dari perjalanan yang teragak laknat ini seperti:
11.1. ternyata mobil livina, yg udah bagus masih aja sering gw komplain gara2 sempit, itu jauh lebih baik dari angkot. lantas mengapa gw sering komplaaain?
11.2. walaupun kita terjebak ditengah2 kemacetan di kendaraan ajaib pula, apparently, gw lebih mengenal teman2 staff proto gw dengan lebih baik. (walaupun mungkin tentang hal2 yg tidak terlalu baik haha)
11.3. ternyata disaat-saat penderitaan, gw dan teman2 yg lain masih bisa ketawa jg.

12. ternyata banyak hal-hal yg gw anggap gampang dan sepele, menjadi hal yang teramat sangat susah dan gak berhasil gw lakukan.

13. mau nyalain api unggun pake lilin dua biji aja susah banget haha.

14. 'gaya anjing' dalam berenang itu kalau dipraktekin seperti anjing beneran adalah hal yang sangat SALAH. hahhahaha.

15. shampo and conditioner herbal essences perih banget di mata walopun wangi ehehe. thank you rena for letting us use finish your shampoo!

16. kata gabah yang disalahgunakan oleh seorang ardy winoto haha. contoh:
"gabah itu lhooo klo gw nanya, 'jalan yuk!' trus lo jawab, 'gabah!" (maksudnya GA AH!)

"gabah itu kalo misalnya si rena jatoh, 'gabah'!" (maksudnya gawat -.-")

note: itu baru dua dari sekian banyak penyalahgunaan kata gabah. kalo semakin gw terusin semakin ga jelas, ntar orang bakal bilang gabah beneran kalo si rena jatoh haha.


to conclude,
prototype camp 2009 would be as much fun if we put our whole heart and spirit into it. :)

i so can't wait!

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Sunday, April 12, 2009 // 10:35 PM
here's a letter.

dearest long weekend,

i would just like to say how gratified i am for the most awesome time you have given me for the past four days to spend with my friends. i get to do a lot of stuffs with my friends, and family too, actually and have a lot of fun.

thanks to your presence, i get to cook again with my friends gino ariani and cavin and had a very 'rusuh' day indeed. although we were stupid enough to not buy burger buns when we are clearly gonna cook burgers. oh, and cavin's ice cream cake melted severely on the way to his house, spoiling the intricately planned surprise we intended to give him. it was still a blastin' time. we cooked great pasta and burgers, albeit having no space in our stomach to digest them haha. we are truly sorry though that we kinda ruined cavin's kitchen, you know, spilling parmesan cheese all over the counter and stuff haha.

and also, because there is a long weekend i finally get to go to monas after not being there for ages. it's really... hmm how do i put it, refreshing for the soul to go there. it's hyperbolic i know, but the fact is that monas has a great outdoor space to be in. although it pisses me off to see trash lying around the place. here's a message for jakartans or people visiting monas, can you please, please, please, PLEASE keep the beautiful landmark clean?? because if it is not clean, then it won't be our beautiful landmark anymore, wouldn't it?? really, people it'd be nicer to enjoy such nice outdoor space WITHOUT the trash. besides, there are TRASH CANS every where, all you've got to do is pick up your trashes and THROW IT IN THE REPSECTIVE TRASH CANS. all ya gotta do is GET UP YOUR ASS AND WALK TO THE TRASH CANS. it's not such a long walk, you know. it's not like walking from monas to bogor, isn't it? so that's my plea for you all people.

and last but not least long weekend thank you for making me have yet another awesome saturday night and day out with my friends. yes, i went during the day and night on saturday, so sue me. during the day, i get to meet my cisv friends, which i seem to have not seen for ages. especially nadia, my long lost miss UPH friend :p what's more, i get to eat sushiiii!! yeaaay finally i ate sushi tei again woo hoo. then at night was cavin's 17th birthday party which was just so freakin' awesome. it's really nice you know, to be spending time with your school friends OUTSIDE of school. like my parents once asked me why do i have to go out with my friends when i see them for five days straight at school for 8+ hours. well it's a simple answer really, because it would be much much much nicer to spend time with school friends not surrounded by the grey walls of the class room and whiteboards and bunsen burners wouldn't it? say you agree with me friends. so anyways, cavin's birthday was probly the highlight of this long weekend. again thanks, cav for such awesome party and afterparty hahaha. the afterparty was surely a big blast. it feels kinda good to just daaaynce and go crazy with friends. so thanks for the fine night, guys, regardless of what happened, if you know what i mean. and regardless of the aftermath as well, haha.








so there you go long weekend. a detailed description of my countless gratitude for your presence. it totally sucks that you have to go now :( i'm sulking. i hate the fact that i have to go back to school tomorrow to face the cold grey-walled class rooms again and the freezing cold hallways. i also hate the fact that i haven't done any homeworks haha. but i guess i love the fact that we'd have lots to talk and laugh and reminisce about tomorrow. all those insipid, crazy, fun, awesome, wild things would be a good 'discussion' topic tomorrow. it'd be really nice to recall the rather stupid yet fun shits that we did during your presence in the calendar and our life.

again, thank you so so so much my dear long weekend. i think it would be quite a while until you come around again, isn't it? i'd linger for another one of your presence in the calendar. well i miss you already dearest long weekend, thank you for making my life more colourful. know that you've shine on the days of millions other indonesians as well.

cheers, and i'd wait for you to come around again.
missing you here.

all my love, hugs and kisses, 
nandra

ps: piccies grabbed from anya's and cavin's facebook. ily <3

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Friday, March 13, 2009 // 8:47 PM
awesomely stoked. :p

yeah. it's last day of term three and i'm stoked stoked stoked. i knoooow, there's still much to do. start EE, CAS reflections, group 4 project (in BALI! HAH!) and start art researches for my next project.

but nevertheless, there's still a sense of relief. i mean, at least i won't have to go on these crazy routines everyday. classes, lectures, etc etc. i'd at least would have some time in bali to laze around under the sun and take pictures. and just be around my friends acting retarded. yeah so stoked for that haha.

anyways. since it's the last day of term three, (also friday the 13th, how ironic). i felt greatly awesome today. i finished things. like my artwork for once. yes, my cigarette smoker fiona is finally done (i.e. dead). i put up her shot up lungs already with cigarettes and all (which mr. boy told me to spray with perfume. and i haven't. uh oh. if anyone's coming to do art tmrw, please do spray some haha. fiona smells like crap :D ). so yeah. i could finally take that out of the way. stayed until five today and finished it. it's creepy working late at school, really. eeegh.

but anyways. right after that i went to pancious to have early dinner with gino, agnes and cavin. and we talked and ate and indulged on guilty pleasures hahaha. oh not mention being stupid. in front of public. which is all the more stupid. it's really nice, just eating out being high school kids. people were staring at us at times because we laughed to hard. not that we care much hahaha. we were just enjoying our time. i'd like to do that more. hanging out, being stupid, talking nonsense haha.

i realized today how much i love high school. despite the whole IB shits we're all going through, i love every minute of it. i mean, my only choice if i don't go through IB is going to college, take foundation classes. but one of the main reason why i stick with IB, although it's taking over our lives slowly, is because it's high school. and i want to graduate as a high school student. not as foundation studies/college student. there's just that thing about high school that'll always make you smile, and at times think that our ruthless endavour through whatever is worth it. i won't give it up for anything. even if it means less rigorous exams and prerequisites demanded by IB. there won't be any way any one could drag me out of high school.

it's too precious. :)

so well anyways guys, it's friday night. it's my movie marathon night. although there probably won't be any marathon today. gonna go to pulau putri tmrw for diving. oh yayyerz.
i'm nervous though :(

well wish me luck!
ciao bella.

Quote of the day a.k.a Wall of Shame
X (he'd kill me if i write his name): naik-naik bandung. lol
agnes, gino, me: roflmao
me: *hampir keselek gara2 gino ketawa kayak orang kebelet eek*

me: hahaha dia naik-naik bandung, kita halo-halo puncak gunung.
all: roflmao

ps: been a long time i've written the wall of shame. it's back. so beware people. hahahah.

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Thursday, December 11, 2008 // 1:26 PM
a pretty loooooooong post ;)

yeah it's gonna be quite long. i havent told much stories, though i have a lot to share. sharing's fun, no?

ok to start off...
MY LAPTOP'S BACK!! YAAAYYY!!
right, i havent told the full story yet. so yeah, i spilled water all over my laptop. i know, stupid right?? i have a problem with water and gadgets. and, no i dont want to get started on that. :S
so it was spilled with water then the keyboard wouldnt work. as the keyboard wouldnt work i couldnt sign in to windows. and yeah. its. blptt. dead.

i cried.
then called the technician guy.
AND NOW IT'S FIXED!!!
YAAAAYYYY!!!

alright, next thing on the list of today's post is... well what i've been up to this holiday.

and as is other december holidays, a rush of nostaligia and a little dose of dejavu hits me. yeah, i hang out with my ex-PSKD friends lately. last monday i went out to PS with caren feli tessa timmy darian mansya moshe agung and op. it was really nice meeting them all. some people change some stay the same. all the while, they're still my friends, though we havent talked in AGES.

then just yesterday, i visited PSKD and watched their christmas performance. i was sooo jealous that they actually have a proper stage with lights and friggin' smoke machines! hahaha. and all we got when we had our so called performance is friggin' matresses. man, that sucks.

but hey, they sing the same songs we did years ago. it cracked me up a little bit. i guess some things just never change, huh? ;p

it was really nice visiting... i met old teachers and old friends. oh, and visited the new middle and high school building. which i find awesome. haha, the place is not so bad after all, i spose :)
it's really, really nice to be able to get together again. even though it's only for a few hours and once a year :S
it's kinda sad that we can't meet each other that often anymore and that we've all gone our seperate ways. it's been what, 5 years ago since we were in the same school?? we've come a long way... haha

well, i guess i'm not going to hesitate to fill myself up with nostalgia. a few laughs about the past would be more than awesome ;)



PS: ok, this may not be a long post after all. so, yeah wtv. :P

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Thursday, June 05, 2008 // 10:38 PM

TODAY
so our so called recognition day took place. it was ok. rather boring, yet touching. coz i realised that it has been a year full of strive and togetherness. a year-long effort of not failing a test and not getting breaches. a year-long memories with 10a worth to be cherised.

speaking of 10a. we went to have our last get-together as 10a. it was SUPERFUN! went to karaoke in grand indonesia. it was CUR-AH-ZEE!! we sang and screamed at top of our lungs. not caring whether or not our voice was 'adequate', i knew mine wasn't. hahaha.

i was kinda dissapointed coz i can't stay long in GI. gotta met my summer camp delegation in senci. went there with busway (yes. it was quite excruciating.) and 1 hour late. haha. sorry guys!

anyways, talked about lotsa things. things to prepare for our trip, which is in two weeks. discussing and talking about it makes me more impatient and look forward to the summer camp! really really cant wait!

well i went straight home after that. coz my legs were killing me from the click five concert yesterday!!

YESTERDAY
WAS THE BEST DAAAAAAAY EVUUUUURRRR!! went to the COOLEST concert!! COZ IT WAS CLICK FIVE, BABY!!
YEAH YEAH YEAH!!
KYLE IS BACK FOR MEEEEE!!

well aside from the fact that it was extremely asphyxiating to be in the festival, scrunched up like sardines along with hundreds of other people. but it was AWESOME! DA BOMB! IT WAS RAAAAD!!!

they opened with flipside! everyone was screaming and jumping and shouting. the ambience and vibe was soooo strong. i absolutely love it when they sang headlight disco! they had like a disco ball on stage and it created such a... fun, party atmosphere...which forced me to just jump, dance and move!! god, it was soooo fun!!

something crazy happened during the concert. well ben threw his towel out to the audience and everybody was like grabbing it. i grabbed it, along with 5 other guys and 1 tante2. the craziest thing is that someone took hold of my hand and pulled me along with the effing towel!

i was like, shit, hello! what, are you guys like, SO EFFING IN LOVE WITH BEN ROMANS OR SOMETHING??!!! coz i know i am! ;p

man, i bet they went all crazy just because they want to show off they got some famous artist's goodies!! good God!

and filza was like struggling to get their pick, but was stampeded (is that even a word?) by a whole bunch of other people! it was CRAZY, really...

well despite the fact that we didn't get ben's towel or kyle's/ethan's/joe's pick and joey's drumstick, the concert was just awesome. and besides, we had an even better, memorable, unforgettable moment with the click five. i mean, come on! filza and i actually chatted with kyle! and I GAVE KYLE PATRICK A POEM!!! which was even more RAD than ben's towel or their pick. haha. well full details are available in my october 2007 post. hahaha.

well all in all, i had the best time ever in the past two days. i had a rad time with filza, watching the click five, then had the most unforgettable moment with 10A karaoke-ing!!

i'm really really gonna miss 10a. it was like, the best moment of the past year. i had the best classmates anyone could ever wish for. we were so... united. i bet no other class is as united as we are. i mean, everyone can hang out with anyone in the class. we could mingle with anyone, work with anyone, laugh, chat with every single one in the class. and i think it was marvelous. i couldn't ask for anything more. and there's gonna be a big hole in my heart now that we're gone our seperate ways (in a way of classes, not what you think of), chasing our dreams and aspirations. if any of you think i'm being a bit hyperbolic, well i'm not. i really feel that way, no matter how many times i deny it.

well, there's going to be a lot of cement needed to fill that hole again. and i'm sure that there's no better cement that 10a to fill that hole.

i luv ya 10a! <3<3<3

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Monday, October 22, 2007 // 10:39 PM
KYLE, HAVE YOU READ THE POEM??!!!: Perjuangan Seorang Nandra Dan Teman-Temannya Untuk Bertemu Dengan The Click Five PART 2

CERITA INI MASIH PANJANG. haha. kan udah gw bilang, perjuangan gw dan teman2 PANJAAAANNG BANGET buat akhirnya ketemu click five! haha.
ok, let's cut to the chase, got school tomorrow! (can i sound MORE dorkier?)

jam 7.30am, gue ditelpon sama mbak della, orang dari java musikindo, buat nemuin dia di plaza mutiara, jam 13.30, buat minta undangan meet and greet nya. and man, that was the best wake up call evurr! hahaha.

JADI. jam 11.30an, filza, aem and ariani nyampe di rmh gw.
kegiatan awal kita adalah NYIAPIN SOMETHING SPECIAL BWAT CLICK FIVE.
i know. groupies. hahaha watever. I LOVE KYLE!


gw ma filza udah niat gitu mo bikin puisi buat kyle. last night, filza bikin 2-3 verse gituuh. and kita lanjutin di rumah gw. sementara gw ma filza sibuk nyari2 kata yg puitis biar kyle nanti terpesona (halah!), aem ma ariani sibuk bikin gambar buat click five. HAHA. lucu loh, south park style gitu jadinya hahaha. as for our poem, well, let's just say it's between filza, me and kyle only. HA! IN YOUR FACE! peace, guys. x)

oia, sempet ada dilema (halah, dilema) gitu ma ericka, gara2 dia ga ada yg nganter! mampus! tapi setelah kita begging2 ma dia and dia nangis2 akhirnya pergi jg diaaa. hehehe.

trus, jam 13.00, kita berangkat deh! bersama supir gw yg setia, pak broto! hehe. begitu nyampe plaza mutiara, ngambil undangan buat meet and greet (yg ternyata diadain di ritz carlton), nelpon cla, kita pun masuk ke JW MARIOTT! LAGI! HAHA.

soalnya kata cla dan teman2nya, tadi click five-nya ada, tapi naik lagii. huhu.
karna pada ga mau wasting time. kita akhirnya jalan ke RITZ CARLTON, meet and greet nya at this place namanya MISTERE.

TAPI EH TAPI. pas disana, masih sepi gituuu. jadi malesiin bgt. and since semangat kita masih berkobar2, kita balik lagi ke mariott. hhaha. buset cape bo! we were on foot! pake flats lagi! cari mati aja kita! tp, gpp deh, demi click five! mwahahahaa.

begitu nyampe Mariott lagi, ktmu cla, olive sama tmn2 mreka. EH, trnyata gw ketemu sama temennya cla, yg wkt itu nonton GC. tapi gw lupa namanya syapa. hehehe. maafkan akuu!

anyways. TIBA2. OUT OF THE BLUE.
JOEY ZEHR TURUN.
gw cuman berdiri. mematung. ga bisa ngapa2in.
trus ngangkat tangan, ngelambai, "HI!" dengan muka gw yg super cengok.
seriously, i didn't know wat to do. sampe aem narik2 gw biar foto ma joey. tp tu orang jalannya cepet bgt, cant keep up with him, jadi ga bisa foto deehh. trus ada JOE sama ETHAN juga.
gw sempet foto ma JOE, tapi blur gitu. huhu. x(

a few shrieks and a couple of "sshht!"s from the security later, kita practically DIUSIR DARI MARIOTT. mampuslah. HAHA! pinter banget.
karena hujan udah mulai turun, kita semua (plus like, 30 other girls), lari2 ke ritz. but we gotta leave aem behind, gara2 dia ga dapet invitation.. huhu.

begitu nyampe, ngantre like 10 mins gitu, akhirnya kita masuk ke mistere. gw dah degdegan mampus gitu. udah yang, bener2 sesek. i mean like, hello! i'll be like, meeting The Click Five in like, 5 mins. hufff.

stelah nunggu lagi and briefing2 gitu ma orang java, akhirnya kita masuk dimana Kyle dkk udah anteng duduk dengan gitar akustik, ben with his keys and joey with his drums.

AAAAAAAHHHH!!!!! KEREN ABIS!!!

the first thing everyone said was:

"I LOVE YOU, KYLE!!!"

PARAH ABIS. sumpah itu keren abis. I remember Kyle said that we are VIPs today! AAAAHH!! OMG OMG OMG! I AM THAT CLOSE TO KYLE! AND JOEY AND JOE AND BEN AND ETHAN!!!

eh, tau ga.. TIBA2 AEM MASUK!! GW LANGSUNG MELUK AND LONCAT2 MA DIA!! AAARRGHHH!! MAN, IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE WHEN KYLE DOES HIS
"Headlight Disco, keep ur eyes on the road" thing!! KEREEEEEENNN!!

after 4 songs, it's time for the signing.
and for filza and i it was time to give KYLE PATRICK OUR POEM!!
after debates with her, akhrinya gw yg harus ngasi ke Kyle.

When it was finally our turn, gw sesek napas.
kaki gw lemes.
deg2an mampus.
all i can do was stare at KYLE.

O, GOD KYLE CAKEP BANGEEEETTT!!!!
trus yg paling membanggakan lagi, kita NGOBROL MA KYLE! it goes like:

filza: you rocked the white suit last night...
gw: *cengok liatin kyle.*
kyle: really? thanks.
*diem bentar*
kyle: you know, i actually just bought that recently. yknow, in thailand...
filza: really?
gw: oyea? *suara gw udah lemes bgt gtu*
kyle: yeah. and yknow, the shirt. i actually bout it here... in yknow. um.. (x)sml??
filza: oh, i love that store...
gw: *masih ngeliatin kyle dengan muka yg agak ngilfilin* i love that shopp

AAAAAAHHHH!!!

trus giliran gw maju biar kyle nandatanganin cover CD Click Five gw.

IT'S TIME NANDRA!
TO GIVE HIM THE POEM!


lalu...
gw: *tangan gw gemeteran* Kyle, we've got something for you *nyodorin poem*
Kyle: Wow. Cool, thanks... *he GAVE THAT KILLER SMILE!!*
gw: yeaah. we made it *nunjuk ke filza*
Kyle: really? *chuckles, signs my CD*
gw: thanks. byeee.

sumpah gw dah ga bisa napas. GA BISA SAMA SKALI. UDAH MO MAMPUS GW.

terus at the end of the line...

joey: Hi, I'm Joey, what's your name? *nyodorin tangannnya*
gw: Hi.. I'm Nandra... *tangan gw lemes.. mes.. mes... megangin tangan dia*
joey: How dyou spell that?
gw: n. a. n. d. r. a.
joey: *signed my cd*
gw: thank you...
joey: alright. bye nandra!
gw: bye...



SUMPAH KAKI GW LEMES. GA BISA JALAN. GEMETERAN. KAYAK JELLY. AAARRHH!!


begitu kluar. MISTERE dipenuhi teriakan. gila, gw teriak penuh kemenangan setelah berhasil ngasih poem ke kyle. hyahaha.
trus masa AEM MELUK KYLE!! AAAHH GA TRIMA GW! HUHU.
trus ada foto session gitu, TAPI EH TAPI. buat orang2 eksklusif doang. huh.
and dat includes, my fren, IAN.
huh, MT dasar!

like 10 mins later, ada yg teriak,

"MEREKA UDAH KELUAR!!!"

langsung deh stampede ke lobi Ritz. Julian, Sevira and Cella (kita ktmu di mistere gtu. hehe) langsung lari ke mariott. Abis nungguin filza dll, kita juga ikut lari ke mariott.

TAPI EH TAPI.
begitu nyampe Mariott kita GA BOLEH MASUK.

MAMPUSLAH!

Ian aj yg, ehm, punya koneksi, ga dibolehin masukk. huhu. gw udah putus asa tuh. mood gw udah turun. tapi tetep aja GW GA MAU NYERAH!

trus, like maybe 20 mins or more later, ada orang java yang nyamperin trus bilang ke kita (filza, aem, ericka, ariani, sevira, cella, fenny and a bunch of other peeps):

"Kalo kalian bisa diatur, nanti pasti bisa deh, kalian foto sama mereka."

keputusasaan gw menghilang seketika. hehe. aduh, gila dia life saver bgt. haha.

GA LAMA KEMUDIAN.

ETHAN KLUAR.
then, it's chaotic again. gw sempet sih foto ethan, tapi ga bareng dia. coz waktu gw mo foto ma dia, JOEY KLUAR!!
joey langsung di kerubutin ce2 lain.
terusss.. yang paling gw tunggu2..
KYLE AKHIRNYA KLUAR JUGAA!!!

AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

BUSET. GW LANGSUNG TERIAK:

"KYLE HAVE YOU READ THE POEM???!!!!"

semua orang langsung ngeluarin hp and foto sama KYLE.
pertama kalinya gw mo foto, ga dapet itu, coz hp gw agak lemot.
gw putus asa lagiii. udah mo nangis...

TAPI GW MAJU TERUS PANTANG MUNDUR!!!

gw langsung deketin Kyle. begitu ce yg sblum gw slesai foto, gw langsung ngedeketin Kyle, orng yg diblakang gw sampe ga jd maju gt, gw langsung bilang,

"PLEASE, KYLE JUST ONE MORE SHOT!"

and he said, "ALRIGHT!" and he PUT HIS ARM ON MY SHOULDER!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

langsung gw pose!
and this is the shot:




OMAIGAT KYLE KEREN BANGET. WANGI LAGI!! GW GA TAU GW MIMPI APA SEMALEM! GW GA PERNAH MELET, MANDI KEMBANG ATO KE DUKUN!!! TAPI GW AKHIRNYA FOTO JUGA SAMA KYLEEE!! GW GA PEDULI FOTONYA AGAK KASAR, TAPI YG PENTING GW FOTO SAMA KYLE PATRICK AND HE FRICKIN' PUT HIS FRICKIN' ARM ON MY FRICKIN' SHOULDER!!!!

trus mereka pulaaanng dehh. yaaaahh. huhu.
gila I HAD THE CRAZIEST, BEST WEEKEND EVEEEERRR!!!
IT'S THE CRAZIEST MOST WILDEST ADVENTURE EVEEERRR!!!

all in all, the blisters on my feet was worth it... x)
and i finally experience and understand the power of praying. add sprinkles of miracle into it. pour in a little patience. and mix in a whole lot of determination, you'll get what you want.it's not easy, i have to admit. but hey, i met kyle. haha. x)

anyways, thankiu banget2x to java for giving us the opportunity. walopun gw gedeg bgt ga ada group photo session, mana gw dah bayar 125rb lagii! huh!! xp

seee peeps? perjuangan gw panjang kaaaann?? haha.
and this has got to be the longest post in this blog haha.
alright. it's getting really2 late.
udh jm 00:08 gtu skrg. bwahahah. gw bikin ni post brp jam coba!!

much love,
Nandra Patrick <~ keep dreaming, nan! x)

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Thursday, September 20, 2007 // 9:11 PM
WAKAKAKAKA... getek apaan sih??

hari rabu kmaren gw hyper bgt. gatau knp. salah makan kali pas sahur. hyahaha. aduh. parah lah pokoknya.

kegilaan hari rabu yg paling gw inget adalah tentang *jeng jeng jeng*... getek.
iya getek. hahah.

jadi critanya. gw, gino n ericka lg di lift. mau study skill.
lalu gw blg, "er, kpn nih mau ke bali??"
ericka: hehehe
gino: skrg aja. gw telpon nih...
gw: iya kita ke bali naek getek aja...
smua: WKAKAKAKAKAKAK
ericka: HYAHAHAHHAHHA... *masih ktawa, ngos2an* getek apaan sih?"
gw & gino: *diem bentar* WAKAKAKKAKKAKAKAKAK
gino: gilaa hahahhaha, aduh, aneh banget hahahhahaa

gw udah hampir guling2 di dlm lift. kyk ivan aja. hehehe.

trus yella ma michi masuk... gw langsung nyamber...
gw: chi! lo tau getek ga??
michi: *kalem* enggak.
gw: HA? yel, lo tau getek ga??
yella: tau lah.
gw: HAHAHHA. masa ericka gatau getek..
yella: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
michi: OH GUE TAU! getek itu grobak ya?
smua: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
gw: GIN! KITA KE BALI MO NAEK GROBAK!!
gino: WAKAKAKAKKAKKA

aduh. gw tau. ini ga jelas bgt. pokoknya nih, percakapan getek berlanjut sampe study skill.
gempor gw ktawa mulu.
but then agaaaaaiiinnn....
LAUGHTER'S THE BEST MEDICINE

YAAAAYY!! clap clap!
ok. gtg. bye 'vryone!

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Sunday, September 02, 2007 // 1:25 PM
Tale of two long lost friends... x)

hey! someting real funny happened today. i was just browsing around and doing my hw.
aarh. boring, i know.

but my boredom raced away as someone IMed me on MSN.
i wasn't in the mood. but in a matter of seconds i was.
cos it was JULIA, my long lost friend!!

OMYGOD!! I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN LIKE 2 YEARS!!!

i was so thrilled. oh, hail MSN!!
the convo dat almost shed me to tears... x( :


ViCtiM oF says (julia):
isnt it weird iam in aus and your in jkt?
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says (me):
hmmm
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
somehow it is...
ViCtiM oF says:
and yet we are chatting to each other from different countries
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
i thought i would never ever talk to u again...
ViCtiM oF says:
amazing....lol
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
but then here we are...
ViCtiM oF says:
me to
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
on msn...
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
o hail technology...
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
hahaha
ViCtiM oF says:
well i mis you heaps and really want to c ya and give ya a hug
ViCtiM oF says:
lol
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
yeaaaa.. me too...
ViCtiM oF says:
lol
ViCtiM oF says:
really
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
i mean seriously, the last time i saw u was during caren's farewell party...
ViCtiM oF says:
ya
ViCtiM oF says:
i havent seen caren etha
ViCtiM oF says:
weird...
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
and now care's in spore...
ViCtiM oF says:
time flys
ViCtiM oF says:
i know
*nandra ~ The worst part is knowing what would have been... says:
awh people are gone.. x(
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it feels so good. to have kept contact with someone you know since the third grade. but then u leave each other. i remember the very day we were going to be apart. it was very excruciating to be seperated from something you've been attached to for a long time...

looking back, it was funny. julia and i talked bout who liked who. and the time when we liked someone and the whole frickin' world knows about it... haha.

well. i'm just so glad i kept contact with my friends. i hav an advice to all of u.
keep contact.
with ur elementary, middle school, high school even kindergarten frens. otherwise u'll live ur life in regret. haha.

gw pengen banget bisa kayak bokap gue. in his mid 40s, dia masih reunian sama temen TK nya... tapi skarang impossible buat gue.. cos gw gatau kemana temen2 tk gue. hehe.

so anak2 sd pskd mandiri... angkatan 2003/2004.. reunian yuuukk..!! i miss u all. x)

huhu. ok then. heaps of homeworks to do.. and i promise myself to end procrastination! yeaaa!!

p.s: i finishd eclipse!! aaawh, i hate the whole bella jacob thing! u guys suck!! xp

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Friday, August 31, 2007 // 10:27 PM
Laughter is Highly Contagious

yay. finally have the time to blog. too busy lately. (halah! sok sibuk lo nan. pasti ada yg ngomong gitu nanti. hahahaha. xp)

aaahh the end of weekdays is here. friday. yay. saturday tomorrow! finally.

anyways, since it's a friday, agak ga niat skolah hehe. kayaknya gw ke skolah untuk bersosialisasi tadi hehe. guru bahasa gw jg complain gara-gara kita bawel banget hari ini. haha. maaf deh, miss. it's friday yknow... haha. jadi slama bi kita menggosip. it's fun hihi. x)

talked about the latest issues at school. if u know wat i mean.
hyahaha.

anyway, the craziest thing happend during math. so glad i decided not to skip after all haha. bayangin dong. kita ktawa2 selama 15 menit non stop! i am so not lying. tanya aja anak2 10a binus. you'll know i didnt lie. haha.

it all started gara2 pada ngejekin rambut morgan yang baru dan mirip too-cool (tukul maksudnya hehe). then one thing leads to another and suddenly the whole class erupts with laughter. sampe2 mr godfrie mukanya merah gara2 ktawa!! wakakaka.

i mostly laugh gara2 ivan ktawa sampe guling2 kayak bayi mo boker gituh!! kocak abiss! parah banget deh! xp

so after class, i had a conclusion, Laughter is Highly Contagious.
and it made my friday. x)

I Love 10A!
Kekompakan kita tidak tertandingi! xp
It's the best. x)

gnite people. hav a gud weekend!

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