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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)


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Friday, August 31, 2007 // 10:27 PM
Laughter is Highly Contagious

yay. finally have the time to blog. too busy lately. (halah! sok sibuk lo nan. pasti ada yg ngomong gitu nanti. hahahaha. xp)

aaahh the end of weekdays is here. friday. yay. saturday tomorrow! finally.

anyways, since it's a friday, agak ga niat skolah hehe. kayaknya gw ke skolah untuk bersosialisasi tadi hehe. guru bahasa gw jg complain gara-gara kita bawel banget hari ini. haha. maaf deh, miss. it's friday yknow... haha. jadi slama bi kita menggosip. it's fun hihi. x)

talked about the latest issues at school. if u know wat i mean.
hyahaha.

anyway, the craziest thing happend during math. so glad i decided not to skip after all haha. bayangin dong. kita ktawa2 selama 15 menit non stop! i am so not lying. tanya aja anak2 10a binus. you'll know i didnt lie. haha.

it all started gara2 pada ngejekin rambut morgan yang baru dan mirip too-cool (tukul maksudnya hehe). then one thing leads to another and suddenly the whole class erupts with laughter. sampe2 mr godfrie mukanya merah gara2 ktawa!! wakakaka.

i mostly laugh gara2 ivan ktawa sampe guling2 kayak bayi mo boker gituh!! kocak abiss! parah banget deh! xp

so after class, i had a conclusion, Laughter is Highly Contagious.
and it made my friday. x)

I Love 10A!
Kekompakan kita tidak tertandingi! xp
It's the best. x)

gnite people. hav a gud weekend!

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007 // 7:05 PM
Song for the Potentially Broken Hearteds no.2

O, crap. I'm developing carpal tunnel syndrome bcoz of this stupid math investigation thingy. arh.

Anyways, another installment of Song for the Potentially Broken Hearteds! Yippeeeee!! Enjoy, people!!
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Dreaming With a Broken Heart
by John Mayer
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not,
'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby won't you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
lyrics from: http://www.lyricsondemand.com/
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Nice, eh?? Well, have a nice night peeps!! x)

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Saturday, August 25, 2007 // 2:23 PM

I'M BEING HOLD IN HOUSE CONFINEMENT BY MY MOM!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

MERCIFUL HEAVENS!!!

i'm pissed. coz my aunt & my mom are going to KEMANG FESTIVAL and i'm stuck here at home becoz of the flu. cmon! i'm not DAT sick anymore! huh.

but i'm allowd on parole tmrw! haha. (kayak di penjara beneran aja yah?? hehe.) and kemang festival is my first destination! i <3 bazaars!

hey hey, tau ga sih tau ga sih??!!!

GREASE IS SO FREAKIN' COOL, BABY!!

aaaarrhhh. keren bgt bgt bgt! no wonder it's so legendary. (note to filza: u'll have ur grease back by monday fie, don't worry. hehe. txt me so i wont forget yah. ;9)

"[Danny]
Summer lovin' had me a blast

[Sandy]
Summer lovin' happened so fast

[Danny]
I met a girl crazy for me

[Sandy]
Met a boy cute as can be

[Both]
Summer days driftin' away, to uh-oh those summer nights..."

-Summer Nights by Grease Cast

Thursday, August 23, 2007 // 3:21 PM


I'M SICK! oh, crap. lemeesss bgt! huhu.

BUT! it doesn't stop me from finishing of NEW MOON. yayness! i hav to admit, twilight is way better with the romance part. but new moon has very thrilling scenes. and i'll start eclipse soon. yay!


soooo, i'm not going to school today. seeing as i woke up at 10.30 after being kicked by StopCold. hahas. i hope i'll be better tomorrow hehe.


so as i procrastinate my homeworks and due-in-2-weeks assessments, i Googled "Edward Cullen". since he seems so perfect, i can never have a clear picture of him when i read twilight or new moon. NOT A SINGLE GLIMPSE.


then i stumbled to wikipedia and found out that Stephenie Meyer, the goddess-like creator of Edward, has "list" of actors she prefers to star in the Twilight movie (coming out.. who knows when. hahas.) And I FOUND THE PERFECT EDWARD CULLEN! AND NO, IT'S NOT GASPARD ULLIEL!!


it's TOM STURRIDGE, everyone!!
photo from: http://www.teenidols4you.com/pictures.html?g=Actors&pe=tom_sturridge
do thank me for the picture, for it is quite hard to find... tee hee.
so he's my Edward Cullen. Wheter u like it or not! haha.

alrightey. give comments on my taggie for tis Edward Cullen post! thankiu. ;D

i need rest and another batch of StopCold. hahas. x)

Sunday, August 19, 2007 // 8:47 PM

SUNDAY
ga ngapa2in tuh. di rumah aja. brenang. trus bikin peer. maen monopoli. dengan binalnya tante gw dan ade gw ngambil2 duit aja dari bank kayak gw ga ada gituh. dasar kau! cape deehh.

flu nih gw. gara2 ketularan ade gw. huhuhu.

the best thing bout today is: NEW MOON BABY!! yeayh!!!
akhirnya, dapet jg new moon! imported from sydney bo! hahaha. thankiu daddy!! <3

love it love it love it!!

I HEART CULLEN! <333

SATURDAY
went book hunting! yayness. tapi ga nemu bukunya hehehe. so i went to find new moon... but NO... i can't find it. i went to 3 different bookstores in jkt, kinokuniya, periplus and aksara.

EH, ga nemu. sama skali ga ada. bayangin! tidaaaakk!! akhirnya gw langsung sms bokap yg lg di sydney. hehehe. amblas langsung pulsa gw. dengan harapan dia masih punya waktu buat nyari2 pesanan gw yg lumayan banyak. haha. i'm such a demanding daughter arent i?? xp

but he got it tho! yayness! lalallalalaalaa!! happy happy! finally!! tinggal nunggu riski dtg bsk dengan eclipse. yay! thankiu very much riskii! loph u mai fren! hehe.

TRUS.
malemnya ke kondangan gituh. huhu, agak malaass. tapi demi menemani tante2 gw dan eyang gw... yaaa pergi lah. perjalanan tidak berjalan dengan muluss. hehe. mana pake acara mobil tante gw mogok pula. gataw gara2 apa. tante gw makin bingung, gara2 jendela kebuka gara2 ade gw. huhu.

trus om gw datang bagai matahari di tengah2 badai (halah!). trus gatau dia ngapain, jendelanya ketutup! omishit! the convo goes as follows:

om gw: (nutup jendela)
gw: *cengok ngeliatin jendela menutup dengan ajaibnya*
tante gw: LHO KOK JENDELANYA BISA NUTUP?? TADI KAN GA BISA?? KAMU APAIN, LIN??
om gw: hah? ga diapa2in kok.
gw: OMAIGAT!! BUNUH DIRI AJA DEH!!!

gara2 jendela yg ga nutup jadi telat deh ke kondangan. kan bagian makanan buat gw abis nanti. huhu. trus akhirnya brangkat jg deh. heheh. eh2 ada yg lucu lagi pas perjalanan:

tante gw: ndra, coba baca deh itu (nunjuk papan penunjuk jalan), apa tuh bacanya tante ga kliatan
eyang gw: *malah baca papan reklame* new filter... blah blah blah
gw: BUKAN ITU, YANG!!! *baca papan penunjuk jalan sambil menahan kekesalan yang mendalam*
eyang gw: HWAHAHHAHAHAHAH

aduh. tolong deh. yaaaa, akhirnya datang ke kondangan dengan selamat and kebagian makann. heheh. yang penting ituu soalnya. xp

FRIDAY
17 AGUSTUS TAON EMPAT LIMAAAAAAAAA!!! MERDEKA, BABY!! hahahahah.

tapi dasar rasuna payah kebanyakan utang, ga ada bazaar seperti tahun2 sebelumnya. huhuu. padahal seru kalo ada bazaar! dasar!

berhubung liburan, gw pergi sama tante2 gw dan sodara gw. berhubung ga ada bonyok di rumah, gw pegi2 lah sama mereka. x)

we went to my grandfather's graveyard. it's been a long time since i haven't "visited" him. i never knew him but somehow i felt close to him. aneh yah... tapii, yaaa gitu lah. apalagi bentar lagi kan puasa, udah harus nyekar dongs! ;D

then we went to a factory outlet and got a top for 10thou! yayness!! hahaha. still in gud shape lagii! yay yay!

then we went to kemang, mao nyari es krim. tadinya maw ke mekdonal aja biar murah hehe. tapi penuh bo! wat is it dat is so appealing bout mcdonald anyway sampe rame gituh! huh.

trus berlanjut ke kemang foodfest. TAPI EH TAPI! tutup, bo! dasar sial! huh. but oh la la was open. so we went there.

dasar mao nya hemat, kita pesen soup yg ada pastrynya itu loh diatasnyaa, satu doang buat keroyokan. si waitress bingung kali ya.. ini orang2 binal dari manaaa coba?? makan bikin berantakan ajah. heheheh. dasar! bodo lah, yg penting kemauan perut sudah terpenuhi hehehe.

another stupid *sori tante* convo. tante gw kan nyoba blueberry juice blended gitu punya gw.

tante gw: enak ya, dra *menyedot jus gw seenaknya huh!* kok tante ga tau ada ini ya? tante mesen yang tante liat aja di papan.
gw: lho ada kok di papan..
tante: hah mana?? *berjalan keluar sambil liatin papan*
gw: itu loh! *menunjuk ke papan*
tante: mana?
gw: itu yang di bawahnya ice chocolate
tante: hah? mana sih ndra? ga kliatan..
gw: itu yg tulisannya ice juice lended, b-nya ilang...
tante: hah?
gw: ITU LOH! *mulai males dah*
tante: ah apa sih, aku liatnya ice lemon tea...
gw: *terdiam. capeee dehhh*

aduuuh. tanteku sayaaang tanteku malaaangg. huhuhu. udah ah. cape aku!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 // 9:36 PM

aaaahh!! finally. oh, i miss blogging. kudos to my teachers and the mountanious homeworks! oh, damn! haven't finish the english thingy!! huhu. kill me, baby!!

anyways. i am in old hollywood mode. so i'm currently hunting for legendary hollywood movies. such as Casablanca, Grease, West Side Story, Breakfast at Tiffany's (which seems to be so hard to find) etc etc. so if anyone knows any good old movies, please do tell me.

hey guess what, there's another trend at school. or, as anya wrote on her pm a few days back. it's vampire fever. haha.

yea, baby. edward cullen is back!

a lot of people are reading twilight or new moon. whereas i lost my twilight. dammit! gotta find it! ooh, no! kill me baby!!

right. sooooo... ummm. yea.
really got nothing to say. oh, well. it's late. i'm sleepy.

gnite people!

Sunday, August 12, 2007 // 9:20 PM

hey fellow weekenders. ok. weekend is coming to an end. scratch dat. it is ending. ok watever.

so i started my end-of-weekend morning, ok it was 10.30 with a phone call from filza. haha. asking bout tis art ting. which i am sooo lazy doing. bleh. after the phone call i showered. i was determined to finish all my homeworks and catch up with the ones due on tuesday.

HOWEVER. i didn't realise that i my homeworks are piling up. dammit. so then again i said to myself maybe i'm won't go out today and just do homeworks all day long.

so first i did my visual study. which is finished. but then too lazy to do the color scheme. don't wanna get messed up wit paints.

so then turned to do the english homework. which was juliet's diary. so i did. but bcoz of my lack of shakespearean vocabs i turned to the internet.

now, u know wat happen when i turn to the internet rite? i fool around too. i looked for cool band's myspace page. then check the email. then chat.

sooo the whole time wasting thing lasted for hours. and the entry isnt even finished. but dat can be done tmrw anyways so, no worries on dat. but the bad thing is that i continues browsing. i thought i only spent like 1 hour of fooling around and wasting my time. turned out i've wasted around for 3 whole hours!! damn!

so then started the art reflection ting. which is (thankfully) done. not according to Mr. Boy's 500 word requirement tho. but watdeheck! haha.

then mom wanted to have dinner outside. so we went to kemang food fest (yayness! finally!). i thought we'll be there until lyk 7:00 or sumthin. and i'll have time at home to do the color scheme and juliet's entry.

BUT NO!

we got home at 9.00!! damn! and i havent done the kumon hw too! aarrh. and havent even touched my bio notebook yet!! malaass. huhu.

sooo, i think i'll hav to wake up at like 5 tmrw to do the color scheme. hehe. and the kumons too. so gotta sleep early tonite. ;D

anywaaayss... finally got a dress for nadia's partyy!! yayyayyay!! it's the twiggy-esque dress (i believe it's called a shift dress?) thing. it's red wit black flowers on it. yeah baby!

now i gotta hunt for black tights. it won't be hard to find i spose. ;D

oritey then people! have a nice monday!

gnite!
;D

Friday, August 10, 2007 // 11:19 PM

hello people! wanna talk movies! yayness.

sooo. the downlow is... i just watched THE GODFATHER PART I circa 1972 (?)

and it is so GOOD. it's kinda bloody. involves lots of killing, assassinaton and conspiracies. however, it all comes down to one simple message a ginormous amount of people has heard of before:

"family comes first"

yeah baby. at least dats wat i captured. i mean, Michael (Al Pacino), who said he won't be like his father (Don Carleone, the big mafia, played by Marlon Brando). But then, NO... coz of the attempted killing of his father, he ate his words in one gulp and killed the bad guy instead. no wait scratch that. i spose everyone in tis movies are bad guys. since they kill and everything. however... define bad guy,,?

hhh. udah mulai nyimpang nehh. anyway, Michael will then become the next Don Carleone. trus endingnya itu loh, nampol bgt! huff.

jadi intinya. ituh film keren aja deh! GOKIL abeshh!!ato kata bokap nieh, best movie of all time. apakah benar?? kita lihat saja! hehe.

gw maw nyelesein itu trilogy. panjang bo! 1 part 3 jam! gebrax!! tapi keren. u shud get it.. ;D

oh, btw, Al Pacino looks SO cool in the movie. yeah!

gnite people! ;p

Thursday, August 09, 2007 // 1:42 AM

BREAKING REPORT!

JAKARTA QUAKE! AT APPROX. 00:03! AAARRHH.

seriously thought i was gonna die. i went all frantic and shit. hahas.

anyways, i sent tis photo to i-report in CNN!! yeah baby..

rite interesting convo wit CNN guy on phone went like tis:

CNN guy: So you live in an apartment?
Me : Umm, yeah.
CNN: How was the people there? (talks.. or so it went lyk dat)
Me: Well, they all went frantic i spose. haha <- ugly nervous laugh
(after a few talks later..)
CNN: So, Nandra, how long have u lived in Indonesia? (I'm so sorry CNN guy, I thought dat was a very stupid question back then. lmao. xp)
Me: Umm, my whole life.
CNN: Ur whole life?
Me: Yea.
CNN: Where did u learn english?
Me: Umm, at school...
CNN: Ohh... (talks talks)
Me: Ok...

ok. sleepy. got school in the morning (approx. 5 hours). and stupidly english first subject (i spose). damn. i'm not actually done with the whole Juliet's diary thingy. oh well.

cya! <3

PS: JAKARTANS! be safe ppl! don't panick like wat i did. stay together wit ur families or friends. prepare a bag for emergency stuff if ur not too lazy.. hahas =)

Sunday, August 05, 2007 // 3:34 PM

something's stupidly wrong with my blog.. blahs.

HELP!

Saturday, August 04, 2007 // 9:37 PM

I was browsing some stuff on the net. Suddenly out of nowhere this thought came up to me: "What are the things that I've done, that leaves a mark: NANDRA, on it." Sometimes i felt that I live my life like a robot.

6AM - Wake Up
7.30-3.00PM - School
3.00-5.00PM - Various Xtra Lessons
5.00- tomorrow - Eat. Read. Watch TV. Net. Homeworks. Sleep.

It's just that I wish I did more productive things with my time here on Earth. Some kind of legacy. Something that'll leave a mark and people will remember. Doing someting I'm so passionate about and leave a mark on that.

Have you ever think about that? What will you leave here for people once you're gone forever? It's troubling to think about stuffs like this. I just need to do someting... MORE.

Oh, well...


hi! i haven't blog in DAYS! felt like years. ahahha. writing's my passion. i write everything. from doodles on my classroom desk to essays. don't blame me.

soooooooo... been thru quite some stuffs lately. with all the homeworks and other high school shits. blah.

guess wat. i found more quotes. hahas. i love quotes. well not exactly a quote. more like a conversation that i found interesting and meaningful. tis time it's from Grey's Anatomy:

ADDISON: "What are you doing?"
PETE: "I’m going to kiss you. I’m going to kiss you with tongue. I’m going kiss you so you feel it. Okay?"
ADDISON: "Okay."
ADDISON: "What was that for?"
PETE: "To remind you that you’re not dried up. If you need me to remind you again... let me know."
ADDISON: "Okay."

Awwwh. Isn't that JUST schweet?? I'm almost done with the 3rd season of Grey's Anatomy! yayness. only one more episode to go. Arrrhh. Can't wait for the 4th season. Should search for guilty pleasure series. problly According to Bex (tis british sitcom i watched while flipping the channel. found it in star world btw). Hope i can find it tho.

Oh, well. really dunno wat else to say. haha. gonna work on the physics hw. and try to think of wat i'm gonna do wit my so-called novella. arh.

cya! <3

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 // 9:36 PM

ok. so. i'm officially a net junkie. i've been online since 8 pm. now it's 9:50. dari donlod lagu, nge post bulbo sampe update blog udah gw kerjain... i'm sacrificing the newest season of CSI: MIAMI for the net. wit the reason that forms in my head saying: "udah lah nand, hari minggu juga diulang lagi. SUPREME SUNDAY LAGI! 3 cities in one nite (bgitu iklannya di AXN) udah lah. kapan lagi bisa seneng2 internet-an?? kbtulan ga ada pr kan??!! udah lah..." ya gitu aja terus sampe besok. tambah rusak deh mata gw! wahahahah..

eniweis ... dat previous post + song is a highlight on how hopeless my love life is. yes. i'm being pessimistic. *it's the pms too i guess..* but wat the heck? it IS!

arh. i need professional help.
ato sperti tadi di mucho macho!
dokter cinta dan dukun cinta. hoho. mereka bakal sangat membantu hidup gw.ahahhaha.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! <- scream of despair.


Ok. let me just break it to you and the whole world that might read this blog + post. my love life simply sucks. i feed on songs for the potentially broken hearted. sometimes i consider love as a bittersweet madness. which we crave on and on. i wonder why we want love so much if it will end up hurting us? i find no point in that. do you?

however, as i've said over and over again, until u people are problly bored now. LOVE MAKES OUR GINOURMOUS EARTH GO FREAKIN' 'ROUND THE SHINING SUN. agree? here's one of some song for the potentially broken hearted. i've got more. loads more. i'll post it sometime later. ;p

PS: Kudos for della! gara2 pm nya della, lagu ini gw jadi pnasaran. trus donlod deh. EH! lyricnya bagus bgt! u may not realise della... but u've helped me create tis post. hahah. x]
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Hopeless Love
by ~ Daphne Loves Derby

Two hundred miles away from home.
Two hundred miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs.
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs.
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best part of you.
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel,
Every time you're here.

What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all.

Hopeless love please leave me.
This broken heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best part of you.
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel,
Every time you're here.

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.

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