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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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Wednesday, February 04, 2009 // 9:06 PM

yeah. my last post as a 15-year-old. wow. i know, right? it sucks to know that you're getting older :S

but anyways.

the most scary part is knowing how much you chaged. for better or worse. and how you'd shed your previous skin and change again. and there'd be expectations that you'd change your bad habits as you'll get older.

the change is inevitable.

we all know that.

it's scary, still.

but yeah, i might have changed in a positive way. i'm quite able to think towards the middle now, i mean not thinking in the extremes. nothings all good or all bad, right?

i learned that friendship is so precious. like diamonds, it's rock solid and very very precious. all my friends from all over the corners of the world are precious. what's hard is keeping them close to you and to stay precious to others. i made more friends, from summer camp and jasparc, especially. and i will try whatever i can to stay in touch. coz i dont know how i'll cope if ever i lost them. :)

my family's precious too. although i know there are cracks here and there, it's everything to me. i learned a lot about my family throughout my 15th year in life. apparently i learned more that other previous years. some of the things i learned were like a huge atomic bomb that fell down on me, as if it was fat boy and i'm hiroshima. but i learned to acknowledge that what happened happened and there's no way to erase the past. most importantly, i learned that however big the cracks are, as long as we could still glue it together in some way, it'll all be okay. and i'll continue to hope so. :)

hmm what else?

well some things haven't change apparently, i.e. my procrastination habit. i think it's been going on for way too long haha. seriously. i think this time i'll ask a counsellor for help haha. i hope that by getting older i will get rid of that habit :p well you know what they say, old habits die hard, no?? hahaha.

i'm still bitchy from time to time. better hold that tounge, now. haha

my favorite colour's still red.

and i still love to read

hmmm.

i guess that's all i have to say. coz i'm running out of things to write about haha. well anyways. gotta go back to that BI homework i've been trying to work on. cya!

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