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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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Thursday, January 29, 2009 // 11:36 PM
unwind.

this is crazy. my laziest state of all laziness.
well more of tiredness i guess.

i mean seriously.
it just keeps piling and piling.
i'm fuckin overwhelmed of the enormity of my not-so-long to-do list.

and i've been writing so much less lately. not school stuffs, but for myself, for my enjoyment.
i haven't finished the hopefully-god-awesome story ive been working on. i havent opened the file for months, weeks, days.
i can't seem to get myself to it.
i can't write poems lately.
heck, i can't even write a decent blog post.

i'm scared.
scared that i'll lose it, then i'll lose me. it's a part of me and i'm so so so scared that it'll be gone then i won't know what i'm supposed to do anymore. i won't know where to go.

ughh. nonetheless, i sometimes wish i could do something that doesn't require any thinking. i wished that my brain would just fall into static silence and become inactive. not that i want to be brain dead or anything, god no. i'd just want to not think about anything. i'd like to lie in bed all day long.
but then i'd be lonely.
and i'd want someone to be beside me.
yeah.
that'll be a nice way to unwind. stay in bed and talk to a friend all day.
hmmm.

or...
sometimes i'd like to wander around the streets with no destination. just walk. turn left or right whenever i feel like it. who knows, maybe i'd find something interesting, that i've never knew it to be interesting.
although it would be a bit scary if i ever get lost.
hmmm.

i feel melancholic.
i dont know why.
i'm startin to think this is stupid. very stupid, in fact.
maybe...
maybe i'm just lonely here at home :(

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