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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)


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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 // 1:27 PM
grawh.

why is it that one moment i'm looking forward for the new year, the next it just felt like any other ordinary day. 
is it because i've passed so many new years before? that it doesn't matter much anymore?
or is it because i think that it means so many things has passed me by and with the new year even more things will start to slip through my fingers?
or i just dont want to embrace the future? not even wanting to wait and see for what comes next; because unpredictability sucks.
or is it because the same resolutions over and over again -- 'coz last year's resolution was a complete failure?
or is it just because some things dont go the way i expected it to, and the next year would be another series of dissapointment?
or is it because it means that i'll grow older and people would expect more from me, but then again i couldnt put forward that expectation? yet another dissapointment.
or am i just ungrateful of life?


i dont know why i'm posting in such a sombre mood. i mean, new year's suppose to be festive and i love festivity. hmmm. well i hope it's just the sudden flu =S

well don't let me be the rain on your parade people. go enjoy your new year's eve! :)