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Friday, September 04, 2009 // 10:38 PM
getting sick of all these goodbyes.


just got back from my third farewell dinner in less than a month. tonight's was ariani's. one of my closest high school friend. she's leaving for seattle tomorrow.
i had fun. i mean, serious fun. i don't think i ever laughed so hard in the past few days. i mean it. all the stupidities and loudness was the best i've had in days. i assure you the waiters and waitresses are probably sick of hearing us laugh from the moment the restaurant was fully booked until it's very empty. they'd probably want to kick us out, deep down inside.

you see, i seldom cry during farewells. instead of having a gloomy moment, i usually make the best of my last night with my friends by having serious, crazy fun.
but then it'd hit me once i'm on my way home and on my own. i'd get this empty, sinking feeling inside of me and asphyxiation. i really can't think of having equally great fun without them around. i couldn't bear to think that i probably won't see ariani for another two years.

as much as i wanted to cry, i usually couldn't. it's like there's something stuck in me that i wanted to let out, but i can't. i'm not quite sure why, though.
but just now i did. it's not like i sobbed, but i cried coz as i wrote this various images of the times we've spent with each other since we first met, all the highs and lows played like a movie.

i feel really crappy now. i hate goodbyes and i'm so sick of it lately. i really don't want to have another one soon. :((

nevertheless, i'm really happy for them and wish them the best of luck out there. i know they'll rock it abroad and do great out there.

i love yoooouu :)

we're all gonna miss you, ariani :)

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