Saturday, August 15, 2009 // 5:16 PM
this is the part where i always dreaded to be at. it seems so unreal, because i never quite thought about it. days after days i went through, some with monotonous nothingness, some with little things i'd always remember.
but then again, time flies by in one freakishly swift motion. you really don't quite know how you'd get here but somehow you just did. as i've said before i hate saying goodbyes. tonight a good friend of mine is leaving for a brand new life in the states. never quite realised he'll be leaving soon. it's crazy 'cause i really dont know that this time will come. not this quick anyways.
so then i have this sinking feeling in my gut. i so hate how time flies so fast and i'm never up for it. who knows till it's another day i'd have to say g'bye to another dear friend?
this post seems random, i know. but i think it's because i still can't quite comprehend about this chapter in life. how time flies. why can't it crawl slowly like a snail? i know the slowness in time is relative. but why is it that when you're sitting an exam time is so slow you want to press fast forward, but when things like this happen it's so fast once you're in it you're struggling for your equilibrium. i'm writing in circles again, i know. blame my confusion.
hmm, don't think i'd continue anything from here. i'd just let life teach me more things and leave me wandering.
meanwhile, goodluck out there, choco! thnks fr evrything :)
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