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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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why hello there! i think it's been AGES no? hmmm. ladidadidum. dumdumdum. haha. so random.
right. so school has start. but the we're all still in post-holiday blues. hahas. and today like only 12 people out of 22 came to class. crazy, no?
anyways. it's really2 great to be with the class again. though only half of 10A came. haha. but i still love it. like this "for better or for worse" comic strip i read last night, stepping into the class with the rest of the 10As was like (surprisingly) coming home. ok, maybe that's a little over the top but, i spose school is practically my second home, no? I spend like 8 hours a day there!
it's also good to see my other friends, sari, gino, rama, ericka and practically everyone! haha.

i'm in total deep shit here.
spose to do this BI assessment thing. gotta make and alternative ending for the novel "Raumanen" and I've only done like half a page. Crap.

and i've just gotten some inspiration last night at like, 1 am? hahas. i know crazy.
and surprisingly the inspiration came from a friend. :)
and the story goes... haha

right so we were chatting about random stuffs. then he said.

"think not about what could have been
but of what you've had and how it made you stronger"

kudos to ardy for that. haha. u've officially become my inspiration dy. :)
the story on how he suddenly said that is quite long (and i'm just to damn lazy to type :p)
and my oh-so-wise friend not just inspired my story but myself as well. and i hope some of you lot too! :D

i mean if we look back and think of the mistakes and all the wrongs that we have done. all the stupid decisions and (in my case) unrequited love... it makes you wish the "what could have been", that you'd step into a time machine, retrace your steps back to your past and change the outcome the way you wanted them to. the way "it was suppose to be"...

but since the human race haven't invented such machine. and i bet it would take a lot of our time and energy to do so... (i know the my randomness has take action again. haha) let's just think about what you've had, what has happened... then it will dawn on you... how, without your realisation, it has made you stronger. made you learn. that way you won't repeat your mistakes and make the wrong decisions anymore. maybe you can even have your "what could've been", but in a different situation and scenario.

haahh. well that was long. :9
well, i just feel like maybe i could share that tiny piece of information that may somehow (and hopefully) get stuck in your brain. haha.

well, goodnight everyone...
BEP CONCERT IN ISTORA SENAYAN TOMORROW!!
WOO-HOO!!!
CLICK FIVE MEET AND GREET BABY!!
KYLE PATRICK, HERE I COOOOMMEEE!!

with all the love in the world,
nandraa~

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