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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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Wednesday, February 24, 2010 // 9:02 PM
random rants live with it.

"Go cut me down and I'm still gon grow"

IB's been pissing all over my life lately. it's like it'll never end. essays after essays just keep coming after me on a fuckin wild goose chase. and my procrastination habit ain't getting any better either, so that adds to the endless cycle of frustration.



but ya know what.




i should stop whining, and please do kindly remind me to, i tend to forget. coz it'll be over soon and hopefully i'll understand what the benefit is from enduring 2 years of hell. and right after i aced those may 2010 exam papers imma have epic plans that needs to be put into action. epic shit that'll be the pinnacle of my young life hopefully. i'll reveal those so-called epic crazy plans sometime later though.

right now i gotta focus on the remaining shits i gotta do before i could end this thing. oh btw, i've gotten 5 conditional offers from UK universities. so at least a part of myself can take a breather. at least university apps are done. now what i gotta do is live up to that predicted grade of mine, and ace that 36 i need to get into cardiff.

yes, they asked for a 36 and i just found out today and yes it was shocking. i really wanna get it there, it's the top media school, according to the good university guide. so, 36 it is.

please tell me i can get thru this?

in the mean time, i have a date with cas paperworks (yes, beurocracy is a biatch bby), media option written task and development econs to study for.





what am i doingggg??? AGH

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