Sunday, February 14, 2010 // 7:12 PM
so here's two ways of looking at valentine's day
the pessimist way: the day where mr. al capone decided to shoot 4 of his rivals dead.
the optimist way: the day to spread some love, buy em flowers chocolates etc.
until around half an hour ago i've looked at it the pessimist way. heck i don't even realised it was valentine's day until i watched the movie yesterday. so i didn't really care about today, it was just like any other sunday, where i am reminded (in the hard way) that i have school again tomorrow and i better get those stupid homeworks done fast or else. so far, today all i've done was continued working on my artwork, studied math, watched the so you think you can dance marathon, that's it. no candlelight dinner or any of those cheesy romantic shit.
i've been in a bit of an ugly mood today, probably from the lack of sleep i've had lately and other shitty things. and when i my mood gets ugly i started to take it out on other people. nope. i have not been the most loving person in the most loving day.
but hey, i'm sorry for that, coz by that time it hasn't hit me yet. the fact that i have the most loving people around me and i love them too. i may not realise that every single minute of the day but i know i do. because really, without them i couldn't find the oxygen i need to breathe.
i really can't write everyone's name here on this post. but you know who you guys are. if you ever felt like you've been hanging around my life for quite a while, you are most definitely loved by me. each in every different way, but it still is love.
i'm sorry if i didn't give anyone any chocolates, roses, complementary dinners or whatever, all i could try to do is give the best of myself to everyone. and hate as less as possible :)
i love you.
-nandra