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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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okay so here's the thing alright. i'm all the way here in beijing, china. it's new year's eve and it's VERY QUIET. ok i mean come on! the new year starts tomorrow, a whole new beginning and i don't hear a single firecracker anywhere. god, i hate it that i'm all the way here, not back home where i could celebrate new year in festivity. this sucks :/
i know that what matters at this time of year is to not be alone, at least you have someone with you to share happiness with and stuff. but here's the thing aight my parents aren't really embracing new years as well. so i'm stuck trying to be festive when no one is. that's gotta be the most shittiest feeling ever. srsly. this is practically the first new year's eve where i feel just so fucking miserable. i know i should be grateful that i could even have vacation here and everything but see i like festivity, i like celebrating stuffs and if i'm not celebrating something when i'm supposed to i get pissed. like right now for instance. agh.
plus, the chinese govt blocks blogger so i have to use proxy which makes the posting page all messed up !

anyways. see in twitter hashtags of #09memories and #2010wishes are popping up on everyone's timeline. so i guess instead on dwelling in my own little fuckedup-ness i'm gonna list them hashtags! woot!

#09memories :
- BALI. no questions asked, hands down the craziest most memorable trip i've ever had :)
- SINGAPORE. DITTO! just with different people whom i equally love :)
- PROTOTYPE CAMP 4. every single aspect of it. the team building. the camp itself. the crazy DUFAN trip. it was one hell of a crazy ride i'll never ever forget
- EUROTRIP! awesome trip with the family, met old friends too
- AWESOME CONCERTS OF 09: ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS, JAVA JAZZ + JASON MRAZ.
- FAREWELL DINNERS :( not so pleasant a memory, but having so much in a year makes me realise i have so much love for so many of my humans :)
- EVERY SINGLE SECOND IN HIGH SCHOOL. these goes to all the fighters at school, who are all fighting to just pass IB and be freakin done with it.

#2010wishes:
- PASS IB AND JUST BE DONE WITH IT.
- get myself prepared for whatever i chose to do after high school.
- LOVE. i don't need a certain special guy or anything, but as my highschool year closes soon, i'd like to spread more love and less hatred :)


okay not so much wishes for next year. not yet i guess. wish no.1 is the most important and of top priority though :) alright folks. go have an awsome new year. imma just dance around like an idiot on my own when the clock strikes 12 in less than an hour.

love.