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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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akhir2 ini banyak isu di kehidupan gw. mana myspace and youtube di-ban lagi! huh. yang sama skali nggak gw setujui. i mean, cmon! arh.
banyak banget yg mau gw omongin tentang isu2 itu. tapi akhir2 ini, gw merasa kesulitan untuk mengekspresikan perasaan gw lewat kata2. padahal itu sesuatu yg harusnya bisa buat gw... so much for passion. ;p

mungkin smua ini terpengaruh kekecewaan gw sama nilai ulangan bahasa indonesia yg baru 'dikoresksi' sama guru bi gw tadi. gw mengharapkan nilai gw dinaiikin, ga taunya malah diturunin. serasa kesamber petir tadi. gw ngga pernah dapet nilai sejelek itu buat plajaran bi. gw langsung down bgt ngeliat angka di kertas ulangan gw. pengen nangis rasanya. tapi masa gitu aja nangis sih, emang msh tk? hehe.

tapi jujur, kekecewaan itu besar banget, mood gw langsung drop. masalahnya itu dikiiiiiiit lagi gw fail. and guess what, i never failed my tests. neveer ever ever. jadi yaaa itu bikin gw down bgt. apalagi ntar year 11 gw mau ambil Indonesian A1 (literature), HL pula! jd nilai itu bikin gw meragukan diri gw sendiri. gw jadi merasa ga capable untuk ambil pelajaran itu. padahal awalnya gw udah agak pede sama pilihan gw itu. nyokap gw juga bangga gw ambil pelajaran itu, karena dia yakin gw bisa. nah sekarang, gw ngerasa gw udah bikin nyokap gw disappointed sama gw. walaupun gw blom bilang ke nyokap, tapi there's this ginormous lump in my throat 'cause i didn't tell her the truth. susah bohong sama nyokap kalo soal ginian. sooo I'm really sorry, mom. if you read this, please please please don't be disappointed in me. I'm really really sorry... :(

tapi gw ga akan terus komplain... gw punya prinsip, stop moaning, start acting. gw ga akan terus berlarut-larut dalam kekecewaan. lagian, klo gw ga mulai berubah, gimana ntar nilai gw mau naik? ya ngga? gw spertinya udah nyadar, klo gw seharusnya belajar lebih tekun lagi. lebih serius. i know i didn't give my best effort for this one and that makes me feel all bad all over again. tapi gw udah janji sama diri gw sndiri, i will change, i will give my best. apalagi ini term terakhir, penentuan nih. hehe.
sooo sedikit wejangan buat yg nilainya jelek, jgn terus berlarut2 dalam kekecewaan, won't get you anywhere. start acting! :)

anyways, cerpen gw slesaaaai! yaaay. tp gw gatau mau diapain. secara klo gw kirim ke majalah kayaknya kepanjangan deh. hehehe. but i couldn't resist. hehe.
sooo gw pasang cerita itu di website yg baru2 ini gw temuin, kemudian. com.
check it out! [click here]

mohon feedbacknya klo udah baca. hehe. just drop a tag! ;P

okaaay. i guess dat's enough for the day. outing tmrw, dunno how i feel bout it. haha.
bueno notte!

Labels: High School Remedies, Thoughtful Thoughts