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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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novels by J.K Rowling, Judy Blume, Melissa de la Cruz & Sitta Karina

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iTeddy the music-playing bear luuurves music. he listens to it all day long! :p

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

last but not least...
endpoint.
yet another dilemma of choices
I SURVIVED IB!
missing feelings.
apparition.
reasons why i want summer
Even though I'll never need her,Even though she's ...
pengen belajar animasipengen belajar fotografipeng...
today...

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oemji. beneran deh ya. gw tuh emang computer addict mampus. plus photoshop addict deh. bayangin dong, tadi dari jam stgh 7 sampe jam 8an, gw masih ngutak-ngatik potoshop. hyahaha. walaupun sangat amat menyenangkan dan menghibur hatiii, ternyata bikin cape juga.
cape hati.
cape otak.
cape mata.
hyahaha.

eniweis, kelar dari ber-photoshop ria. gw masih aja mandek di depan komputer. padahal besok ada investigation math! mampus aja lo nan! gw nyari2 template baru buat blog gue. bgitu nemu yg bagus...
EH!
error!
busett. mungkin itu adalah sebuah omen... pertanda...
bahwa gw harus berhenti maen2 dan belajar math...
dan mandi
dan makan
dan minum vitamin
dan bernafas
haha.

so, akhirnya gw ngambil bahan buat blajar math.
TAPI EH TAPI.
sumpah bo gue bingung mau blajar apaan. tau sih... tentang MATRIX. cumaaan... gatau lah...
pokoknya gw ngerasa udah bisa. tapi gak yakin juga. jadi... tau lah...
huhuhu.
yasud. i guess gw mau mencoba melanjutkan belajar matrix.

anyways. itu hasil kerja keras photoshop gw dapat di lihat di link ini -> [click here!]
please do see.. and comment on it! :)

thankies. :)

I'm feeling extremely lonely lately. It's excruciating. I don't know why, really. Should there be a reason behind that? I wonder why I feel this way. I mean, I've got lots of people around me. I couldn't find any reason at all why I feel this way. Erh.
I mean, if this is my kind of lonely. I wonder how people who is really alone and lost their family feel like. It must be killing them.
I know. I'm being my random self currently, it's weird. Haha.
Well, so I guess, I'll just lie in my bed.
Stare at the ceiling and convince myself I'm gonna have a wonderful day tomorrow.
Yeah.
I guess that's what I'll do.

Cheers, people!
:)

Labels: Thoughtful Thoughts

I am severely starstruck.
It seems like all that's in my head is KYLE KYLE KYLE.
Parah banget nih. hehe. Di skul kadang gw bener spaced out, trus mikirin KYLE. gatau mikirin apa pokoknya ada KYLEnya ajah. hehe.
Sumpah, gw ga penah se-starstruck ini.
BUSET.
what's happening to me exactly? haha.
arh. I LOVE KYLE.
pengen bikin time machine trus balik ke hari minggu.
dat's all i want right now. HAHA.
udah ah. PARAH BANGET NIH GW STARSTRUCKnya.

TOBAT, NAN. TOBAT.

CERITA INI MASIH PANJANG. haha. kan udah gw bilang, perjuangan gw dan teman2 PANJAAAANNG BANGET buat akhirnya ketemu click five! haha.
ok, let's cut to the chase, got school tomorrow! (can i sound MORE dorkier?)

jam 7.30am, gue ditelpon sama mbak della, orang dari java musikindo, buat nemuin dia di plaza mutiara, jam 13.30, buat minta undangan meet and greet nya. and man, that was the best wake up call evurr! hahaha.

JADI. jam 11.30an, filza, aem and ariani nyampe di rmh gw.
kegiatan awal kita adalah NYIAPIN SOMETHING SPECIAL BWAT CLICK FIVE.
i know. groupies. hahaha watever. I LOVE KYLE!

gw ma filza udah niat gitu mo bikin puisi buat kyle. last night, filza bikin 2-3 verse gituuh. and kita lanjutin di rumah gw. sementara gw ma filza sibuk nyari2 kata yg puitis biar kyle nanti terpesona (halah!), aem ma ariani sibuk bikin gambar buat click five. HAHA. lucu loh, south park style gitu jadinya hahaha. as for our poem, well, let's just say it's between filza, me and kyle only. HA! IN YOUR FACE! peace, guys. x)

oia, sempet ada dilema (halah, dilema) gitu ma ericka, gara2 dia ga ada yg nganter! mampus! tapi setelah kita begging2 ma dia and dia nangis2 akhirnya pergi jg diaaa. hehehe.

trus, jam 13.00, kita berangkat deh! bersama supir gw yg setia, pak broto! hehe. begitu nyampe plaza mutiara, ngambil undangan buat meet and greet (yg ternyata diadain di ritz carlton), nelpon cla, kita pun masuk ke JW MARIOTT! LAGI! HAHA.

soalnya kata cla dan teman2nya, tadi click five-nya ada, tapi naik lagii. huhu.
karna pada ga mau wasting time. kita akhirnya jalan ke RITZ CARLTON, meet and greet nya at this place namanya MISTERE.

TAPI EH TAPI. pas disana, masih sepi gituuu. jadi malesiin bgt. and since semangat kita masih berkobar2, kita balik lagi ke mariott. hhaha. buset cape bo! we were on foot! pake flats lagi! cari mati aja kita! tp, gpp deh, demi click five! mwahahahaa.

begitu nyampe Mariott lagi, ktmu cla, olive sama tmn2 mreka. EH, trnyata gw ketemu sama temennya cla, yg wkt itu nonton GC. tapi gw lupa namanya syapa. hehehe. maafkan akuu!

anyways. TIBA2. OUT OF THE BLUE.
JOEY ZEHR TURUN.
gw cuman berdiri. mematung. ga bisa ngapa2in.
trus ngangkat tangan, ngelambai, "HI!" dengan muka gw yg super cengok.
seriously, i didn't know wat to do. sampe aem narik2 gw biar foto ma joey. tp tu orang jalannya cepet bgt, cant keep up with him, jadi ga bisa foto deehh. trus ada JOE sama ETHAN juga.
gw sempet foto ma JOE, tapi blur gitu. huhu. x(

a few shrieks and a couple of "sshht!"s from the security later, kita practically DIUSIR DARI MARIOTT. mampuslah. HAHA! pinter banget.
karena hujan udah mulai turun, kita semua (plus like, 30 other girls), lari2 ke ritz. but we gotta leave aem behind, gara2 dia ga dapet invitation.. huhu.

begitu nyampe, ngantre like 10 mins gitu, akhirnya kita masuk ke mistere. gw dah degdegan mampus gitu. udah yang, bener2 sesek. i mean like, hello! i'll be like, meeting The Click Five in like, 5 mins. hufff.

stelah nunggu lagi and briefing2 gitu ma orang java, akhirnya kita masuk dimana Kyle dkk udah anteng duduk dengan gitar akustik, ben with his keys and joey with his drums.

AAAAAAAHHHH!!!!! KEREN ABIS!!!

the first thing everyone said was:

"I LOVE YOU, KYLE!!!"

PARAH ABIS. sumpah itu keren abis. I remember Kyle said that we are VIPs today! AAAAHH!! OMG OMG OMG! I AM THAT CLOSE TO KYLE! AND JOEY AND JOE AND BEN AND ETHAN!!!

eh, tau ga.. TIBA2 AEM MASUK!! GW LANGSUNG MELUK AND LONCAT2 MA DIA!! AAARRGHHH!! MAN, IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE WHEN KYLE DOES HIS
"Headlight Disco, keep ur eyes on the road" thing!! KEREEEEEENNN!!

after 4 songs, it's time for the signing.
and for filza and i it was time to give KYLE PATRICK OUR POEM!!
after debates with her, akhrinya gw yg harus ngasi ke Kyle.

When it was finally our turn, gw sesek napas.
kaki gw lemes.
deg2an mampus.
all i can do was stare at KYLE.

O, GOD KYLE CAKEP BANGEEEETTT!!!!
trus yg paling membanggakan lagi, kita NGOBROL MA KYLE! it goes like:

filza: you rocked the white suit last night...
gw: *cengok liatin kyle.*
kyle: really? thanks.
*diem bentar*
kyle: you know, i actually just bought that recently. yknow, in thailand...
filza: really?
gw: oyea? *suara gw udah lemes bgt gtu*
kyle: yeah. and yknow, the shirt. i actually bout it here... in yknow. um.. (x)sml??
filza: oh, i love that store...
gw: *masih ngeliatin kyle dengan muka yg agak ngilfilin* i love that shopp

AAAAAAHHHH!!!

trus giliran gw maju biar kyle nandatanganin cover CD Click Five gw.

IT'S TIME NANDRA!
TO GIVE HIM THE POEM!

lalu...
gw: *tangan gw gemeteran* Kyle, we've got something for you *nyodorin poem*
Kyle: Wow. Cool, thanks... *he GAVE THAT KILLER SMILE!!*
gw: yeaah. we made it *nunjuk ke filza*
Kyle: really? *chuckles, signs my CD*
gw: thanks. byeee.

sumpah gw dah ga bisa napas. GA BISA SAMA SKALI. UDAH MO MAMPUS GW.

terus at the end of the line...

joey: Hi, I'm Joey, what's your name? *nyodorin tangannnya*
gw: Hi.. I'm Nandra... *tangan gw lemes.. mes.. mes... megangin tangan dia*
joey: How dyou spell that?
gw: n. a. n. d. r. a.
joey: *signed my cd*
gw: thank you...
joey: alright. bye nandra!
gw: bye...

SUMPAH KAKI GW LEMES. GA BISA JALAN. GEMETERAN. KAYAK JELLY. AAARRHH!!


begitu kluar. MISTERE dipenuhi teriakan. gila, gw teriak penuh kemenangan setelah berhasil ngasih poem ke kyle. hyahaha.
trus masa AEM MELUK KYLE!! AAAHH GA TRIMA GW! HUHU.
trus ada foto session gitu, TAPI EH TAPI. buat orang2 eksklusif doang. huh.
and dat includes, my fren, IAN.
huh, MT dasar!

like 10 mins later, ada yg teriak,

"MEREKA UDAH KELUAR!!!"

langsung deh stampede ke lobi Ritz. Julian, Sevira and Cella (kita ktmu di mistere gtu. hehe) langsung lari ke mariott. Abis nungguin filza dll, kita juga ikut lari ke mariott.

TAPI EH TAPI.
begitu nyampe Mariott kita GA BOLEH MASUK.

MAMPUSLAH!

Ian aj yg, ehm, punya koneksi, ga dibolehin masukk. huhu. gw udah putus asa tuh. mood gw udah turun. tapi tetep aja GW GA MAU NYERAH!

trus, like maybe 20 mins or more later, ada orang java yang nyamperin trus bilang ke kita (filza, aem, ericka, ariani, sevira, cella, fenny and a bunch of other peeps):

"Kalo kalian bisa diatur, nanti pasti bisa deh, kalian foto sama mereka."

keputusasaan gw menghilang seketika. hehe. aduh, gila dia life saver bgt. haha.

GA LAMA KEMUDIAN.

ETHAN KLUAR.
then, it's chaotic again. gw sempet sih foto ethan, tapi ga bareng dia. coz waktu gw mo foto ma dia, JOEY KLUAR!!
joey langsung di kerubutin ce2 lain.
terusss.. yang paling gw tunggu2..
KYLE AKHIRNYA KLUAR JUGAA!!!

AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

BUSET. GW LANGSUNG TERIAK:

"KYLE HAVE YOU READ THE POEM???!!!!"

semua orang langsung ngeluarin hp and foto sama KYLE.
pertama kalinya gw mo foto, ga dapet itu, coz hp gw agak lemot.
gw putus asa lagiii. udah mo nangis...

TAPI GW MAJU TERUS PANTANG MUNDUR!!!

gw langsung deketin Kyle. begitu ce yg sblum gw slesai foto, gw langsung ngedeketin Kyle, orng yg diblakang gw sampe ga jd maju gt, gw langsung bilang,

"PLEASE, KYLE JUST ONE MORE SHOT!"

and he said, "ALRIGHT!" and he PUT HIS ARM ON MY SHOULDER!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

langsung gw pose!
and this is the shot:

OMAIGAT KYLE KEREN BANGET. WANGI LAGI!! GW GA TAU GW MIMPI APA SEMALEM! GW GA PERNAH MELET, MANDI KEMBANG ATO KE DUKUN!!! TAPI GW AKHIRNYA FOTO JUGA SAMA KYLEEE!! GW GA PEDULI FOTONYA AGAK KASAR, TAPI YG PENTING GW FOTO SAMA KYLE PATRICK AND HE FRICKIN' PUT HIS FRICKIN' ARM ON MY FRICKIN' SHOULDER!!!!

trus mereka pulaaanng dehh. yaaaahh. huhu.
gila I HAD THE CRAZIEST, BEST WEEKEND EVEEEERRR!!!
IT'S THE CRAZIEST MOST WILDEST ADVENTURE EVEEERRR!!!

all in all, the blisters on my feet was worth it... x)
and i finally experience and understand the power of praying. add sprinkles of miracle into it. pour in a little patience. and mix in a whole lot of determination, you'll get what you want.it's not easy, i have to admit. but hey, i met kyle. haha. x)

anyways, thankiu banget2x to java for giving us the opportunity. walopun gw gedeg bgt ga ada group photo session, mana gw dah bayar 125rb lagii! huh!! xp

seee peeps? perjuangan gw panjang kaaaann?? haha.
and this has got to be the longest post in this blog haha.
alright. it's getting really2 late.
udh jm 00:08 gtu skrg. bwahahah. gw bikin ni post brp jam coba!!

much love,
Nandra Patrick <~ keep dreaming, nan! x)

Labels: High School Remedies, Memories too beautiful too erase...

YES. GW KTEMU CLICK FIVE. YEAH!
OK, since it's late and I've just finished my Raumanen ending and school's tomorrow lets cut to the chase.

smua berawal saat Filza, Aem dan Ariani ke rumah gw. Anya juga ikut nimbrung ke rumah gw, secara gitu loh, nandra terkenal! hahaa peace, nya! Kita udah berencana untuk ngejar Click Five ke Mariott, since mereka stay disitu, jam 3an kita pun berangkat.

NAMUN.
gara2 supir gw masih di RS, nganterin Wii ma DVD player bwat ad gw (dat's another story. bisa sampe bsok klo gw include disini!!). jadi kita berangkat jam 3:15.

JAM 3:15.
gw, filza, aem and ariani cabut ke Mariott. pas di jalan, gw tlp julian, coz dia jg bilang mo ke mariott. gw pun nelpon dia.

gw: jul, jadi mo ke mariott gak??
julian (j): iya tadi gw udah ke mariott...
gw: HAH??!! DEMI APA LO?? TRUS2 KTMU GAK??!! (satu mobil dah histeris sendiri)
j: UDAH. gw dah foto ma KYLE PATRICK-NYA
gw: HAH??!! WADEFAK??!!! OMIGOT (ngomong ke filza dll) JULIAN UDAH KTMU KYLE!!
filza dkk: HAAHHH???!!! AAAAAAAHHH!!!
j: eh, nih sevira nih...
sevira: ADUH NAN OMYGOD TADI GW FOTO MA KYLE!!
gw: AAAAAHHHH SEVIRAAAAAAAA!!!
sevira: iya tadi ada si joey sama joe juga!!
gw: AAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!! trus2, mreka masi disana gak??
sev: YAH, TELAT LU NAN! MEREKA BARU AJA PERGI!
gw: HAAAHH?? BARU PERGI??!!!
sev: IYA... YAH TELAT SIH LU NAN!!
gw: AAAAAHHH!! yawda deh sev bubye!!
sev: byeeee!!
gw: AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH SEVIRA FOTO MA KYLE N JOEY!!!!
filza dkk: AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

lalu mobil gw mledak gara2 teriakan kita.
ya gak lah!

karena kita udah jelas2 gagal ke mariott, kita akhirnya ke ritz. coz denger2 bep nginepnya disitu.
LALU.
kita kayak orang bego di ritz. sumpah ga boong. kalo gw disana lima menit lagi dikirain anak ilang kali.

AND. kita gagal lagi. tidaaaakkk!!! yasud. ke PS deh! hehe. oia sbelum itu gw mau bilang
"gila ritz eksklusif banget ya? pintu fire escape aj dah kayak pintu masuk windsor castle" hhe. ga penting, i know.

kita pun ke PS. di PS, kita mau nyari CD Click Five, coz denger2 klo ada CDnya nanti bisa Meet and Greet gitu deh. bgitu di duta suara. ABIS.

MAMPUSLAH.

akhirnya kita nyebrang ke SENCI. kita tanyain semua toko musik di senci. ABIS.

MAMPUS KUADRAT.

lalu i workd my magic, i begged tante osi to get us the cd at aquarius. HOHOHO. tanteku emang baiiiikk skaliii. i love you tanteeee!! [note: itu tadi bukan judul sekuel film i love you, om!]

anyways. kita udah lega.
CD udah di pesen di aquarius.
Tante gw nanti ambilin.
Life's smooth. Life's good. haha

trus kita ktmu ma ericka, sari, gino and fajar di PS. and jalan dari PS ke istora. yea dat was a long walk. haha. kan jadi bugar gw!! hehe. lalu.... kita masuk deh ke istora! itu skitar jam 6:15 gituh. sari, gino sm fajar hrs stay behind, coz tiket sari nd gino ada di michelle, fajar..tau lah ga penting. hehehe

begitu masuk. OH ADA STAND CLICK FIVE.
langsung kita samperin deh.
EH! KTMU CLARISZA AND OLIVE!!!! yaaayy.

anyways. TERNYATA EH TERNYATA.
KLO MO MEET AND GREET MUSTI BELI CDNYA DI SITU.
MAMPUS KUBIK.

untung2... we got the CD!!! YAAAYYY!!!
AKHIRNYA BERKAT DOA KITA TADI DI MOBIL (yea, forgot to mention dat) KITA AKHIRNYA BAKAL KTMU CLICK FIVE!!!!!!!!!!!

YAAAAAYYYYYHHH!!!

dengan hati yang legaaaa... we enjoyed the concert.
AND IT WAS ROCKIN'!! seriously, both Click Five AND Black Eyed Peas. Man, they rocked JAKARTA TO THE CORE!! WOO-HOO!! YEAH, BABY!!!
sumpah yang ga nonton lo nyesel abisss! coz it was SO COOL! problly the BEST concert this year!! YEAH!
IT WAS SO FUN! yet very tiring. haha. WE DANCED OUR ARSE OFF!! YEAH!!

after the concert and the booty-shakin' (ok dat is overrated. hahas), seperti yang telah gw, aem, filza sama ariani rencanakan.. KITA KE MARIOTT!! SERBUUUU!!

gw, ariani and filza naek mobil gw ke mariott. smentara si aem pegi ma temen2nya.
LALU.
TIADA ANGIN TIADA HUJAN.
AEM TELPON.
trus filza tiba2 tereak:

"HAH?? AEM KETEMU JOEY!!!!"

teriakan pu membahana. tapi ga sekenceng tadi, filza ma ariani jaim ma nykp gw. HAHA.
anyways. begitu nyampe MARIOTT...

JOEY, BEN MA JOE UDAH PERGI!!!

!((#&$)@*$()@&#%

man, it's just our luck!! HUH! tapi denger2 si kyle blom turun, so we decided to stick around a while longer. syapa tau BEP jg dateng.
EH BENER. ga lama kmudian si FERGIE nongol!!! AAAAAARRRHHH!!!
sayangnya ga boleh foto. huhu. bodyguard sialan tuh! huh!
tapi gue maklumin lahhh.. pasti dia capekk. hahaha.

yasud deh. dah gitu fergie naik ke kamarnya. trus, secara KYLE blom nongol2 juga, gw, filza, ariani dan aem stay di mariott. si alika pulang... kita kayak orang oon di mariott (yet again. haha) sampe stgh 1 tuh di mariott. huhu. parah deh...

yawdah. jam stgh 1 kita balikk. dengan tangan kosong (kecuali aem tuh. huh! haha. peace, em).
eh tapi ya, denger2 mreka lgi ke X2 gituh. hehe. tapi ga mungkinlah ya qta ke X2. dah malem gitu.. lagian besoknya jg meet and greet! YEAAH!!

KYLE, I'M COMIIIINNGG!!!

why hello there! i think it's been AGES no? hmmm. ladidadidum. dumdumdum. haha. so random.
right. so school has start. but the we're all still in post-holiday blues. hahas. and today like only 12 people out of 22 came to class. crazy, no?
anyways. it's really2 great to be with the class again. though only half of 10A came. haha. but i still love it. like this "for better or for worse" comic strip i read last night, stepping into the class with the rest of the 10As was like (surprisingly) coming home. ok, maybe that's a little over the top but, i spose school is practically my second home, no? I spend like 8 hours a day there!
it's also good to see my other friends, sari, gino, rama, ericka and practically everyone! haha.

i'm in total deep shit here.
spose to do this BI assessment thing. gotta make and alternative ending for the novel "Raumanen" and I've only done like half a page. Crap.

and i've just gotten some inspiration last night at like, 1 am? hahas. i know crazy.
and surprisingly the inspiration came from a friend. :)
and the story goes... haha

right so we were chatting about random stuffs. then he said.

"think not about what could have been
but of what you've had and how it made you stronger"

kudos to ardy for that. haha. u've officially become my inspiration dy. :)
the story on how he suddenly said that is quite long (and i'm just to damn lazy to type :p)
and my oh-so-wise friend not just inspired my story but myself as well. and i hope some of you lot too! :D

i mean if we look back and think of the mistakes and all the wrongs that we have done. all the stupid decisions and (in my case) unrequited love... it makes you wish the "what could have been", that you'd step into a time machine, retrace your steps back to your past and change the outcome the way you wanted them to. the way "it was suppose to be"...

but since the human race haven't invented such machine. and i bet it would take a lot of our time and energy to do so... (i know the my randomness has take action again. haha) let's just think about what you've had, what has happened... then it will dawn on you... how, without your realisation, it has made you stronger. made you learn. that way you won't repeat your mistakes and make the wrong decisions anymore. maybe you can even have your "what could've been", but in a different situation and scenario.

haahh. well that was long. :9
well, i just feel like maybe i could share that tiny piece of information that may somehow (and hopefully) get stuck in your brain. haha.

well, goodnight everyone...
BEP CONCERT IN ISTORA SENAYAN TOMORROW!!
WOO-HOO!!!
CLICK FIVE MEET AND GREET BABY!!
KYLE PATRICK, HERE I COOOOMMEEE!!

with all the love in the world,
nandraa~

Labels: Thoughtful Thoughts

TODAY

I'm sick. NOOOOO!! oia, sbelum lupa:


hehe. greeting card stereotype bgt ga sih? ;D

FLU! AKU SEBAL! KNAPA ADA VIRUS FLU DI DUNIA INI??!! IT'S TORTURING!!!!
jadi gara2 flu hr ini gw ga jd renang deh. huhu. padahal udh gw niatin tuh! kan aku mau tinggi!! hiat!


tau ah. hehe.
lets move on to my lebaran days..


SATURDAY

yay lebaran! lebaran means MONEY!! hyahaha. ada maunya lo, nan! kan lumayan buat nabung hihihi.

enaknya lebaran di jakarta. sepi, bo! woo hoo!

it's nice to live in jkt, the festivities of lebaran seru bgt! gw makan opor and ketupat sampe 4 kali berturut-turut. kapan lagi coba bisa makan ketupat ma opor. yumm..

jadi ya gitu deh.. keliling2 rumah sodara.. hehe.

FRIDAY

lebaran ini paling seru malem takbirannya. gw d rmh eyang gw sama sepupu gw, tante2 gw, nyokap and eyang.
seperti biasa, banyak kjadian lucu sama tante2 gw. heheheh

note: secara ada 2 tante disini, gw namain tante1 dan tante2. hehehe
contohnya:

tante gw: *nuang asinan ke mangkok*
yg laennya: *santai2 aj dgn kesibukan masing2*
tante2: *tiba2 frantic* EH, MA... ASINAN TUH AIRNYA DI TUANG JUGA GA SIH??
yg laeenny: *diem seketika* WAKAKAKKAKAA
gw: aduh, tolong!

hhh. agak aneh...

sayang pada ga beli kembang api.. huhu. tukang jualannya udh keburu pulang duluan.

eh2 ada yg lucu lagi nih pas malem takbiran...
kan critanya tante2 gw sm nykp baru balik dari supermarket. ga ngerti beli apa.
trus gw mau bukain pager.

gw: *berusaha membuka pager dengan susah payah*
nykp: cepetan dong!
tante2: lama amat!
gw: tante, ini kuncinya bukan sih?
tante2: BUKAN!
gw: mampus. tunggu2..

gw pun masuk ke rmh. nah lo.. mana kuncinya. mampus lah...

gw: DE, TADI KUNCI GEMBOK MANA YA?
ad spupu gw: lho, di deket pintu kok.
gw: iya tapi tadi kk coba buka ga bisa.
ad spupu gw: NAH LHO. DIMANA YA?
gw: WALAH, D!
ad spupu gw: ADUH, DIMANA YA???!!
gw: ayo cari2...

lalu mulailah kita bermain mencari kunci gembok buat pager kanan rumah eyang. hahaha.
gw kluar lagi...

gw: bentar yah, de indi lagi nyariin kuncinya.
tante1: LHA?
gw: *kabur sbelom di interogasi lagii. hehe.*

gw ma sodara gw pun nanya eyang gw yg udh stengah tidur. hahaha. maaph yang...

ad spupu gw: yang, kunci gembok mana ya?
eyang: *mulai panik. emang dsr nenek2, hehe* LHA? ITU DI SEBELAH KANAN PINTU
gw: HAH??!!

dan begitu kita melihat ke "sebelah kanan pintu" itu...
sang kunci gembok dengan enaknya menggantung di gantungan... bersinar terang, ditimpa sinar lampu yang terang. bagai emas berkilauaan.

ad spupu gw: YA AMPUN KAAAKK!! AD SAMPE PANIK KIRAIN ILANG!! TAUNYA...
gw: hehe. *maluuuu gw*

crita ini blom slesai.
karena itu GEMBOK KAGAK BISA KEBUKA!!
NAH MAMPUS LAH...

bisa2 tante ma spupu gw ga pulang malem itu hahah.
akhirnya kebuka jg sih. stuck gitu gemboknya. heheh.

yasud itulah malem takbiran gw. bukannya maenan kembang api malah maenan gembokk.
halah tolong!!

hehe.
udah ah. ngantuk... hehe. x)

enjoy ur holiday people!

why is it that i can't focus on one thing?


aarrh. I KNOW.


spose to study for sociology test tomorrow. :(


i really don't wanna fail this. i like the subject. hehe. instead of continuing my study, i continued my so-called doodle into a master piece. hahaha.





here goes:

Nice, no? hehehe. i sorta want to print it on a tshirt. and sell it! ha!
my business mind is working. so kalo ada yg tau tempat nyablon yg murah, please do tell! (di jakarta ya bukan di tegal! haha. remember dat, fie??) hehe.

alrightey.
back to STUDY TIME.
YIPPEE! (not!)