Sunday, January 24, 2010 // 10:31 PM
I write because I like to create what I thought should have been. I write to recreate memories and emotions. And yes, like whoever sends the secret above, I write because I like to create happy endings, which in life so far I find it to be close to non-existent.
And I'll write until I lose faith of happy endings.
Thursday, January 14, 2010 // 1:57 PM
yeah, so it's officially the first day of school.
waking up so early at 6am was very much dreadful. followed by the not-so-warm shower then the agonizing ride to school, facing the morning traffic. well the prospect of seeing my friends after a while felt heartwarming. it was nice to go crazy with friends again.
but the official school hour started with me finding out that i failed math. great, like i need another disappointment.
my hard work on my stereotype photography art project, plus my expenditure of 1 million rupiah ++, was finally paid off. i got my highest mark on art ever, a stunning 85.
yes, i'm boasting my academic achievements and i'm very proud of myself.
not much happening today. the only real studying sesh only happened in econs. but the whole study pressure is officially here. bummer.
in art class now, not doing anything. i claimed to be "finding inspiration" when mr. boy asked me what i'm doing. haha.
i guess i'll try and do that now. find inspiration.
stumbleupon here i come.
lovee.
Friday, January 08, 2010 // 9:47 PM
i'm home.
well actually i have been circa 12 hours ago.
beijing was awesome i spose. despite the awful new year's eve and blistering cold weather. although i love the fresh white snow, but snide at the sight of dirty ones with people's shoeprint on them. went to historical places, and of course the great wall. yes, the ones with massive staircases leading up to serene, beautiful, natural scenery up top. contemplated on whether or not to go back there on september to study chinese. the language that is. 'cause, my dad is hell bent on sending me there. i'm still very much unsure whether i should go or not. but i think with the pressure he's putting on me regarding that, i have this huge gut feeling that i will go. and i still don't know whether i'm going to be okay with it or not.
well enough emotional ramblings. it's good to be home. as crappy as the traffic goes in this city, it's where i feel most comfortable being :)
cheers.
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