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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)


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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 // 9:34 PM
icebeeeeeeeerg :(

i hate how headaches ruin my mood as much as i hate how IB is slowly ruining the peak of my teenage life.

especially if i still have to study chemistry because i just don't want to fail. studying 8 chapters of IB chemistry is just pure torture. and attempting to do past exam papers with a big iceberg on top of you head is PERENNIAL TORTURE. i might just DIE.
pardon my hyperbolic remarks. but it's seriously bugging me. there's so much to do yet there's so little energy in me to finish my tasks.

this headache is killing my productivity too. i have this urge to sketch. but the headache is hindering me from making good sketches. :(

hmm.
i'm blaming everything on this headache. so sue me for making excuses. though mind you, these are not excuses. i'm just stating facts and how i feel right now. so whatever.

i have a fucking long to do list.
i feel like burning the IB office. care to join me?





DISCLAIMER: just kidding, peeps. don't sue me because of what i just said or think that this post is a terrorist threat for the IB. i'm just a DP student trying to figure out a way to get through this crap while asking myself why i'm still fighting. oh right, it's probly because i'm RESILIENT. oh wow. i'm so much an ideal binusian without me realising.
GREAT.
highlight of my life.
(add a hint of sarcasm there, mind you).

oh wow i can't stop typing. there's so much in my head. which brings me to another question. maybe this is what's causing my headache. hmm. i want to vacuum all these thoughts out.

argh.

oh man. i don't think i'll ever stop. sooooo i'm gonna stop typing. hit the publish post button. and go to bed.

thanks for letting me share my feelings today, guys haha. if this makes your day bleaker that it's supposed to be then pardon me. i really dont have the intention of doing so, nor do i expect to make your day brighter with my posts. sooo, yeah do wat cha gotta do.

me loves yous.
good night :)

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