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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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Music Playlist at MixPod.com

last but not least...
endpoint.
yet another dilemma of choices
I SURVIVED IB!
missing feelings.
apparition.
reasons why i want summer
Even though I'll never need her,Even though she's ...
pengen belajar animasipengen belajar fotografipeng...
today...

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halo tman2... saya nandraaaa!! ok btw... as all of you have noticed, I CHANGED MY TEMPLATE (again)!! yaaayy!! remembering that my blog just had it's first bday.. i figured i need a new look for it. and it's the whole new beggining thing yknow... i'm sorta in high school already soo.. i figured to start a few things over..

okay, enuf with the pep talk.

now.. this may sound weird.. but, i am sooo 'interested' in the word obscure/obscurity. coba deh.. pronounce it for a few times, it'll get stuck in ur head. hehehe. gw aja gatau dengernya dari mana.. aneh memang.. aku kan kadang2 aneh.. ehehe..

by the way, it means:

ob·scure /əbˈskyʊər/ [uhb-skyoor] adjective, -scur·er, -scur·est, verb, -scured, -scur·ing, noun
–adjective
1. (of meaning) not clear or plain; ambiguous, vague, or uncertain: an obscure sentence in the contract.
2. not clear to the understanding; hard to perceive: obscure motivations.
4. indistinct to the sight or any other sense; not readily seen, heard, etc.; faint.
5. inconspicuous or unnoticeable: the obscure beginnings of a great movement.
6. of little or no prominence, note, fame, or distinction: an obscure French artist.
7. far from public notice, worldly affairs, or important activities; remote; retired: an obscure little town.
(source: dictionary.com)

hahaha.. see wat i mean?? i thought it has a connection with the word 'security' hehe. i think this blog is obscure. or me, i feel that i am obscure. i mean i am definitely 'indistinct' to this oh-so-frivolous world.

an obscure girl in a frivolous world. ha!

yupp. seems like i'm enriching my vocabulary. i mean if i ever want to be a writer i have to know a LOT of vocabs rite? hahaha..

rite. i wanna brainstorm.. maybe make a new short story..

<3 yous.

HOW CAN I STUPIDLY FORGOT DAT THIS IS THE 1ST ANNIVERSARY OF MY BLOG??

DAMN! YEAA. one year of blogging.
this blog has filled my day. whenever i'm bored, i'll write it here.
what i like, my ugly love journey.. [yea dat was almost a year ago...]
it feels SO great that I took care of it really well.
hahas.

i have a message to all bloggers out there..
keep on writing... share to the world about your day. it's a free therapy ya know...

and syapa tau blog nya di buku kan kayak raditya dika aka kambing jantan ituh? kan keren. hehe

cheers. all my love to the world!
end the wars!
promote world peace! xp

lallalalala... i really don't hav anything to talk about.. let me brainstorm...

oyea! u people shud watch on the lot! so frickin' cool, man!! from the last episode my fave was "Danger Zone" and "File Size" sooo funny. it's a one minute short thing that'll brighten up ur day! these people are so talented and I have my eyes for the one million dollar deal and work with Steven Spielberg, which happens to be the greatest filmmaker evuuuurr...

yeaa, i realli realli love the movie industry. been thinking of maybe being a screenwriter/director as my future career? then again, maybe i won't... it's still a looong time away, rite?? hahas.

i just hope that indonesia develop it's movie industry more, and hoping to see less of freaky and only-scares-ur-arses-off horror movies. it's no point, ya know? seating in the theater and paying 25thou-50thou for getting ur arse scared off, is just a waste of ur money and time..

it's late. i still have skool tomorrow. i know rite..!! watevr.. =]

My Hollywood Faves:
- Jerry Bruckheimer ~ Fave Producer. how can he not be? CSI, Pirates of the Carribean, he produced it...
- Steven Spielberg ~ Fave Director. do i really need to explain?
- Meryl Streep ~ Fave Actress. she can be any character and always stays in it throughout her movies. love her so...
- Johnny Depp ~ Fave Actor. who doesn't love cap't jack sparrow?

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH
TAGBOARDNYA ILAAAANGG!!
GOD HELP ME!!!

hello my fellow citizens of the earth. martians are welcome too. lets stop the useless chit chat here and let me go straight to my raves and rants...

I AUDITIONED FOR NARNIA TODAY!!

yeaaayy. god, auditions are so unbelieveable. u worried for days, but u're only auditioning for like less that 10 minutes. but the worried feeling is already there since days before! isn't that crazy?!!

and yea, the whole thing was just NERVE-RACKING!! and i pronounced 'success' like 'sussess' *??!!* i mean, wtf was DAT?!! aaarhh. well, i don't really have an expectation that i will get a part. it's not like i keep on pressuring myself, 'i must get a part'. nawh. i dont go down like dat, yo. *??!!*

but i would be really really HAPPY if i can get a part. like i've said before, i'd love to be a part of someting BIG and FABULOUS. hha.

dats all for now. i'm so freakin' LONELY :( . ya iyalah ya can u believe it? my dad's not home yet. mom's in aceh. my freaky lil bro's at his best fren's hous. so no, can't bug him dat much. nawh, scratch dat, i can't bug him at all.

so, yea. story of my life.
gudnite evryone. sweeeeet dreamss !!
<3

AAAAAHHHH I'M SOOOOO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!! I HEART HELLOGOODBYE!! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!

sayaang bgt CD nya ga ada di indonesia. ga nemu2... aduuuhhh.. andrew, gw nitip ya klo lo ke LA!! aaaaahhh.. MAU MAU MAUU...

here's the lyrics to the song:
Here In Your Arms
By Hellogoodbye~

I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are....
Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"I
fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.
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AAAAHH AKU SUKAA!!

aaah. guess wat guess wat! i'm in year 10!! well, not exactly, peter called it ' lead up to grade 10 ' but watever, i'm in year 10!! 10A to be exact. i'm in one class with ERICKA!! yeaa. but the people are not fixed yet. since some are gonna move and stuff. but i can't believe it. i'm in HIGH SCHOOL. aaarrhh!!

HOWEVER. gw ga lulus agama nihh. untung untung ALHAMDULILLAH !! ada REMEDIAL. klo gak habis riwayat gw. huhu. yea. so imma do it the day after tomorrow. wish me luck! again.

btw.. the school's is on the search for the casts of their next production NARNIA: THE LION, THE WITCH AND THE WARDROBE!! dadaduuuumm!! so yea, i think i'll audition. tomorrow. maybe. or the day after tomorrow. well the audition lasts until friday tho. STILL. i'm NERVOUS. i mean, gotta say it's my first ever real proper AUDITION! i'm so scared, hold me (that one I got from "House" tee hee)

Soooo my monolouge issss.. from Music and Lyrics, which I just watched a few hours ago and noted down the lines. so, NO, i am NOT prepared! Oh, and if u're wondering which part it is, it's the part where Sophie recites her so-called speech in the bathroom to Alex. Sooo..

Yea. It's late. Gotta practice.
Wish me luck. yet again!
<3

aouw!! eh eh aku punya mainan baruu!! hehehe. namanya flipbook. lucu deeehh. kyk rock you or slide gtuh cuman lebih seruu!! hhe.. coba deeh hehehe.. tapi lamaaa bikinnya. and it takes a lifetime to save. jadi siap2 tagihan internet meledakk hehe.

this is my first. sooo random. but meaningful... i spose. see and judge it for yourself!! =)



its late friends.
gnite and cya!!

PEOPLE!! LET'S CELEBRATE!!
THIS IS MY 100th POST ON THIS BLOG!!

AAAHHH. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.
can't talk much tho. my exams ain't over yet. tadinya postnya maw gw isi something yg berarti gtu.. tapiiii i can't think of anything...

gila gw seneng banget i can 'nurture' this blog. cos blog2 gw yg sebelumnya ga jarang bgt gw update. gw ga tau ya udh brp org yg ngunjungin blog gw. but as i've said before. i don't realli care. it just feel so good to know that i have something that i kept for a very2 long time.

this blog will reach it's 1st anniversary on the 29th. i was thinking of making a new one. new domain and stuff. but i decided to keep it. wat dyou know, it can me my legacy! ahah.

ok gotta go. cya.

THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO:
-PROTOTYPE CAMP!
- GRADUATION DAY! :(
- HANOI!!
- HIGH SCHOOL.

ok that's it. my life simply sucks. exams sucks. reflections sucks. revisions sucks. the frickin' periodic table of elements sucks.

all in all. it's STILL gonna suck. until 16th of May, at 1415 hours.
YES. i'm still SULKING.

Not gonna be long. I found out this quote from Grey's Anatomy.

Alex Karev: Does it hurt?
Izzie Stevens: Yes.
Alex: Where does it hurt?
Izzie: Everywhere.
Alex: Maybe it hurts for a reason.

Aaah. Schweet, don't u think? haha.

Cya soon. Exams strikes back. ;p

gila bisa botak gw lama lama. kerjaan kembali menumpuk. tadinya gw mau isi post ini dengan something a bit personal yang mau gw share. tapii, karena sebentar lagi exam, and my life is ruined... sepertinya harus ditunda dulu. yasuw.

selamat ber ujian ria !

peace. love. happyness.
=)

i'm lovin' precamp 2!!
i'm lovin' CISV camps!!

gue cinta banget sama suasana camp CISV. i don't know if I've already said the same thing in this blog but.. wat de heck, lah.. I love the fact that we mingle together. everyone is my friend. smuanya have fun.. the games rule. I love it! I love it I love it I love it!

aaarh. namun aku capek! hoho. bangunin orang jam 6 pagi itu ga enak. hehe. yasuw lah. banyak pr. uas uas!! can't get enough of tis shites!

cya when i cya!!