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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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Ok. let me just break it to you and the whole world that might read this blog + post. my love life simply sucks. i feed on songs for the potentially broken hearted. sometimes i consider love as a bittersweet madness. which we crave on and on. i wonder why we want love so much if it will end up hurting us? i find no point in that. do you?

however, as i've said over and over again, until u people are problly bored now. LOVE MAKES OUR GINOURMOUS EARTH GO FREAKIN' 'ROUND THE SHINING SUN. agree? here's one of some song for the potentially broken hearted. i've got more. loads more. i'll post it sometime later. ;p

PS: Kudos for della! gara2 pm nya della, lagu ini gw jadi pnasaran. trus donlod deh. EH! lyricnya bagus bgt! u may not realise della... but u've helped me create tis post. hahah. x]
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Hopeless Love
by ~ Daphne Loves Derby

Two hundred miles away from home.
Two hundred miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs.
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs.
You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best part of you.
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel,
Every time you're here.

What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all.

Hopeless love please leave me.
This broken heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best part of you.
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel,
Every time you're here.

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.

Labels: Song for the Potentially Broken Hearteds