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it's nandra. they also call her nashz, the history of such name is way too long to elaborate in this little space. she's seventeen. she's a she. she lives a typical metropolitan lifestyle in the capital of Indonesia. she's currently in her senior year of high school, enduring the second and last year of IB Diploma Programme that's totally ruining her life slowly. but she thinks the whole suffering would give her some sort of advantage in the (scarily) near future. she's a CISVer and lovin' every bit of it. oh, she also very much enjoys mango juice, she'd even prefer it than OJ haha. and while we're at it, yes, she might be random from time to time. she wishes you'd be quite patient about it. :)

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last but not least...
endpoint.
yet another dilemma of choices
I SURVIVED IB!
missing feelings.
apparition.
reasons why i want summer
Even though I'll never need her,Even though she's ...
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yeayeayea!! akhirnya, baliiii!!
ok, first off.. I WENT SURFING!!yeaaaaaa!! hehe.. seru gilaa!! susah sieh, but it was fun. d instructor was nice too.. x) sabar bgt tu org, udh gw butuh waktu lamaaa bgt buat berdiri di atas board doang.. ehehe.. *maaph, ya...* but it was fun..!!!

sooo dat $30 surfing lesson was worth it.. yea dat was expensive..

namun... sekarang BADAN GW SAKIT2 SMUA!! BUSETT!! ga boong deh.. butuh conterpain satu galon kalii!! huhuhu T_T

akan tetapi... GW KETAGIHAN, BO!! seriuuuss!! seruuuu bgt!! rasanya klo ud berdiri ituuw... whoo..!! yeayeayea!!

soooo, setelah ribuan kali gw jatoh, 2 kali ke bentur board nd cman 3 kali berhasiil berdiri (heiy, i'm not dat gud yet..) I LUV BALII AND SURFING!!!!! <3 <3 <3

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! dah malem nieh.. i might go surfing again tmrw.. but i WILL SHALL MUST........ shop.. yee haa!!

ciao <3

first off... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDYY!!! MOGA TAMBAH CANTIKK PINTER DSB DST DLL..!! x)


YAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!! term break!! finally!! how i've been waiting for tis mid-semester break.. specially BALII!! yay yayy!! glad i finishd all those assessments. though i have MORE [yes, MOREEE!!] assessments for october, i'm glad i can relax for a while.. hihi..

btw, i found this new website, writing.com.. i found it in kaWanku mag last week. i tried opening it and i signed up.. i just thought that i would let people see my work through the internet.. [oh, hail people who made internet!! thx.. and lav yaa <3!!]

then i get a newsletter from the moderator.. she just told me to put my but on the chair and start writing, wheter i want it or not. i thought about what she said and yea, i will do it. i will just get my butt in front of this computer and write whatever i can think of. anything. everything. even tho it may not turn out to be a story, i'll just write whatever.. just lyke tis blog ryte.. x)

allritey theeenn.. it's gettin' late..
see yaaaa!! <3

CIAO-

this world is shrinking
my life starts fading
your face is blurring
wat am i here for?

i get lonely
just thinking about you
loneliness is something
i'll never get

gila dehh.. gara2 browniesnya sevira.. kita ber4 [gw, saphi, della nd cind] kena detention. buset.. cindy lagi makan pas di depan ms shelly. gw aj ud kilat gtu makannya. ehh trus dia nyuruh kita kluar.. yawda kluar kann.. nah, gw ma cindy emg laperr bgt, ya gw makan deh tuh brownies.. laluu, shelly kluar and mulai ngomel2, gw ma cindy masih ngunyah tu brownies. blon sempet gw telen.. firasat gw udah berkata, 'mampus lo, nan'... emang jahat.. tapi itulah knyataannya..

trus ms shelly nyuruh kita masuk kelas dan mengambil pulpen dan kertas.. kita pun kembali ke kelas sambil menahan tawa. gw jg ngga ngerti knp kita ga kapok2 jg.. cman ya,, gtu lah..

trus kita keluar lagi.. and she made us wrote down:

" i will respect my classroom, my friends and my teachers and i will not be disrespectful inside the class. i will act in good manner and i will act appropriately"

yawda kita tulislah kata2 tsb. lalu ms shelly berkat.. "ok, u will hav to write down 250 words" gw dah cngar cngir ajah tuh.. gw kira suruh bikin essay.. namun, dela ragu.. ia pun bertanya, "saph, yakin cman 250 kata? 250 kata ato 250 kali?"

"yahh,, gw jg ga tau.." saphi bilang. kita semua liat2an.. akhirnya kita semua menuju ke kelas, tapi yg masuk sevira doang.

trus saphi kluar and bilang, "250 NOMOR!!"

monyet tai gila. gw melangkah gontai ke meja dengan mulut menganga lebar. busett, tangan gw patah ada.. lalu menulislah kita dengan kcepatan turbo. trus ms shelly nyuruh kita masuk klas lagi nd we hav to do the writing thing during lunch time, in teacher lingo it means "LUNCHTIME DETENTION" x(

akhirnya pas lunchtime kita ke depan ruang guru. mungkin karena muka kita semua udah kayak mo mati, ms shelly akhirnya bilang ke kita, "ok, u will hav to write down 50 ONLY.."

dalem hati gw, "ONLY? ONLYY??!!! MONYET!! GW NULIS 15 AJA TANGAN GW UDAH KRAM!! YA ALLAH, KNP JADI GINI HARII GW??!!"

tapi, gw merasa bersyukur, daripada 250, ya ga? IYAA.. trus dengan bantuan teman2ku yang baik hati dan cantik mempesona, DENGAN SUKSES GW MENYELESAIKAN 50 NOMER SEBELUM PELAJARAN BAHASA INDONESIA SELESAII!! HAHA!! BEAT DAT!!

dengan perasaan senang hati gw loncat2 dan sevira men-stapler kertas gw.. ga penting memang, tp, yasuwdahlah... hohoho..!!

ok, udh malemm,, bsk excursion soc stu.. buset gw ga boleh bikin gara2 nieh.. iyahahah...

btw, if u're wondering wat happen to the brownie, ITS GONE!! NOWHERE TO BE SEEN BY 1.30!! AND YEA, I WAS STILL HUNGRY AND HOPING TO BE EATING SOME MORE!! x(

LESSONS LEARNED:
-brownies suxx..
-never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever try to eat when teacher is present
-BE RESPECTFUL TO OTHERS!! x)
-eat brownies quickly otherwise they will disappear..

ciao-
*nashz

yayy!! akhirnya gw ktmu ma naq2 cisv lagii!! yeayeayea!! gilaaaa kangen bgt. ga nyangka udh lama kita ga ktmu.. halah.. td ktmu rasti, ray, iyas, danica, raisa, rena, mich, anie daaaaann banyakk lagii.. heheehe.. gw ikut proto lagi ahh taon dpn ahahahah.. hmm.. finally i handed in the friggin art thing.. ahah.. oia from now on, i'm gonna hav this thing called book of the month! and this month's novel isss:

"the other madonna" by scot gardner

no this book isnt about the mother of jesus or the superstar diva, she's just an ordinary teenage girl living in Melbourne, Australia with a drama queen for a sister and a father that just went through lifestyle change. it just tells about her life, facing the fact that her father is in love and her sister turns into a lesbian. its a really gud book..!!

there. not dat gud reali but its my first shot!!
its getting late!! see ya!!
<3

goddamn it picasso sukk!! binus art teachers too!! gila gw disuruh bikin begonoan!! ogah gila!! hh.. hidup agak gila jg!!
knp gw ga pilih drama aja yawh?? feel lyke an idiot noww.. drama seems to be more fun.. i mean u act.. instead of drawing square faces on a piece of a fukkin a2 paper.. see.. cubism SUXX!!

i use to admire picasso.. but now NOT ANYMORE..

oh mr, picasso..HOW DID U EVER GOT THE IDEA OF CUBISM?

i use to think dat van gogh was kinda nuts cos he cut his ears off,, now i think picasso's nuts because of his idea of CUBISM..

okaii.. mr picasso, here's the deal,
i lyke ur work
but dont make me do it!!

CIAO-
*nashz

havent u noticed
ever since that night
u r the only one
i can think of

havent u noticed
that i stayed here
waiting for ur call
but u never did

havent u noticed
that i'm still waiting
but my mind told me
to just move on