Sunday, July 09, 2006 // 8:39 PM
WHY??!! why is love so complicated? why am i not happy? why can't i forget him? why can't i forget that NIGHT? why can't i forget dat DANCE? why can't i forget YOU??!![o9.o7.o6-2o:44]
if all of u r wandering why i wrote dat. is because i can't MOVE ON. i'm telling you, it is so friggin HARD to MOVE ON. because it seems dat every single minute of every day reminds me of HIM. how addicted i am to him. dammit. i've gotta try to move on.. coz it is HARDER than i thought it'll be.
and now, in front of the computer, i'm waiting. for him to IM me, SMS me or watever. and i don't know WHY on earth am i waiting for him!! dammit. shitt. arrghh.
*gotta stop swearingg..*
-PS: WAITING IS SUCH A BORING THING TO DO!! TRUST ME!